Feb 13, 2005 23:04
I don't want to read that shit. k, thanks, asshole
This morning I woke up around 11 and went shopping. I picked up a few gifts, and bought some clothes (a skirt and two shirts, some socks, and two pairs of shoes, and a bag) for myself because I felt like it.
I realized that I'll have to buy my whole summer wardrobe this year. Even the smallest things, I have to buy, always. So thank your parents right now if they pay for your stuff, and don't ever let me hear "I bought ______ today" out of your mouth, because you didn't really buy it, they did (even if you paid cash for it, you still got the cash from them) and I may have to puke on you. Alot of you are extremely lucky to have this. My mom still gives my brother all the cash he needs, despite the fact that he is 19 and has never had a job. I hate having to manage my money. If I want a 99 cent slurpie like I did today, I have to buy it.
Lame? Yes.
Work was pretty lame too. We close at nine and I didn't get out until 10:10. The waitresses always complain if they have to close one night, but I have to close every night. I haven't had one early-out day since I began that job in October. It wears me out. It really does.
I also am not receiving breaks anymore. I haven't had a break within the last 5 weeks. If you're a minor and work over 5 hours, as I do every night I work, you're supposed to receive a thirty minute break. Every time I ask for one, they tell me it's too busy and there would be no one to run the cash register, even if there's only two tables in there. Today I asked for one and my manager told me to "eat on the go" basically meaning that I could eat, but I had to run back and forth from the smoking section (where we are required to eat at ) to the cash register and behind the counter to get the tickets and menus. Them not giving me a break is illegal, of course, but who cares.
I seriously want a new job. This one blows. I said on my application that I would not work past 10 on fridays and saturdays and 9 on sunday-thursday, yet they're still working me over. They also told me before I got the job that sometimes I would "leave before closing". Obviously, this was bullshit. I hate being lied to with a passion.
I need to go on birth control really bad, not for sexual purposes (since I don't have sex, ever). It's getting out of control, and as you can tell, I am getting extremely moody.
I don't know how tomorrow will go. I love Ash and Chel, I really do, but I just want to have an extremely good Valentines day spent with a guy. This won't be happening. I only got to talk to Dustin for thirty minutes tonight. I hadn't talked to him at all since Friday at around 3ish. I'm pretty frustrated with this right now. Maybe if I could see him, plus my ladies tomorrow things would be better.