Feb 06, 2006 09:00
Much appreciation...
for the sun, the moon and stars.
much appreciation to the creator for putting us here on this beautiful earth. To cultivate, grow and evolve. much apprectiation for life.
No one appreciates anymore... not even themselves.
I don't want to exist in a town that shuts down over a stupid football game. That makes me sick to the core. I have lost respect for most of the people i know...ALOT.... they value 24 men running about chasing a tiny ball over women/kids and men's welfare. GREAT!!! such is life.
We are all goin' to die!... sooner i hope... just like the dinosaurs, we will be illiminated. And alot of the souls will perish. I want to save my soul.
The dinosaurs were a race of their own. Instead of appreciating this shit, they tried to conquer the earth...and what happened?...they all perished... and don't give me the meteor shit, coz i say...why did the little criters make it and evolve into what we have now? No, the dinosaurs were diminished becuase of their arrogance and egos. Just like Sodom and Gomorra*, there will be a day to answer. What will you have to say then?
"i dicked my friends all the time?"
"i whorship idols?"
" i take for granted everything that comes n my path?"
" i am selfish and all i think about is what i will get out of a situation...me me me?"
" i want eternal peace?"
" there is hope for me and salvation comes my way?"
" i am a back stabber and i am proud of it"?
"i am the queen bee...a big time cunt and bitch?"
I could go on....
what would you say?
i know what i would say...
"i would say i loved. i would say i taught, i would say i gave, i would say i gave it my all, i would say i was selfless, i would say i WAS not perfect, i would say i am love, i would say i am beauty, i would say i am earth, i would say i am nature, i would say i am the waters that run through this earth, i would say i am perfection, i would say i breathe life, i would say my spirt is fire"
"i would say i am ready"
i don't want to exist in this existence any more...
I am constantly evolving into a fucking beautiful butterfly and when i am fully out of that cocoon, i'll flutter away....
I float everyday...
dissosiation comes in regularly...
like my shadow that watches, yet poweless to it all...
u sit still and the tears just roll.... you cry... whatever for?.... for humanity...for lost souls....for your life...
it sickens me how much people take for granted...
no love to give...
she loves me better....that i know is true.
but i want the world to know love... to show love and be love...
is that too fucking hard to ask?