May 18, 2008 21:24
that my very being is ruled by my emotions and when these emotions build up I become numb. . .
I found out that HE doesn't like me anymore and it's probably all my fault. I mean, I LOVE being his friend and all, but thinking about things we have said to each other and times we've shared, physically and emotionally and times when we were both really vulnerable and the other. . . I just. . . I love you. . .
I hope you read this.