Red 19 comes at an odd time this year in terms of where and why and how I feel about my life
I jumped the gun a little on this one.
I think I equate being happy with being in a relationship and though I realize this is a mistake it's proven difficult to shake.
I never realized how impatient I can be. I hate waiting around for time to change my mind and just want to take action but...
Tonight I can't forget that I've got these open wounds
It's such a drag
I can't forget you've gone
My ribs have parted ways
They said, "We're not going to protect
this heart you have."
I just need to learn to be okay with it just being me. I know this will be an ardous task considering it has never been just me and I'm so used to having that one person on my arm, but what other options are there?
If I can't learn to make myself feel better, how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?
This depression thing has really got to stop as it's really impeding my ability to, you know, be happy.
I think I equate being happy with being in a relationship and though I realize this is a mistake it's proven difficult to shake.
I never realized how impatient I can be. I hate waiting around for time to change my mind and just want to take action but...
Tonight I can't forget that I've got these open wounds
It's such a drag
I can't forget you've gone
My ribs have parted ways
They said, "We're not going to protect
this heart you have."
I just need to learn to be okay with it just being me. I know this will be an ardous task considering it has never been just me and I'm so used to having that one person on my arm, but what other options are there?
If I can't learn to make myself feel better, how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?
This depression thing has really got to stop as it's really impeding my ability to, you know, be happy.