So Back at home
So it was a weekend of many things and many firsts, Thanks to two wonderfull ladys,
First I had fun at MFF and managed to only do a few of the things I planned on doning.
but the good thing, thursday night after being kidnapped for dinner, though it weas a very yummy dinner, I was treated to a propper acrilic set of nails in a nail salon, i was so nervous, and kept blushing, I was showing full male mode and was worried about what the others in the shop would think, the gentilman doing my nails never even blinked when being told i was getting a set and even comentd on the shade of nail polish I had selected, a kind of perelesent pinkypurple. he had to keep telling me to relax as i kept trying to watch what was being done.
I attended the transfur pannel and sat right up in the front, unlike two years ago when i hid in the back row.
then Saterday night, after much talking and showing some of what I had purchased, i screwed my courage up and went to the dance en-fem, black asymetrical skirt, and a dark navy blouse withlong flared sleeves, earings and neckalce matched and were feminan looking, and they were pink stone in them.
again, very nervouse, but more and more comfertable as the night wore on, and it felt right too.
now i know this is the right thing for me, and need to get going on things and need to find much more out. need to find a councler and etcetc.
Saifern - the still slightly frazzled vixen.
*CROSSPOSTED IN MY JOURNAL*
First I had fun at MFF and managed to only do a few of the things I planned on doning.
but the good thing, thursday night after being kidnapped for dinner, though it weas a very yummy dinner, I was treated to a propper acrilic set of nails in a nail salon, i was so nervous, and kept blushing, I was showing full male mode and was worried about what the others in the shop would think, the gentilman doing my nails never even blinked when being told i was getting a set and even comentd on the shade of nail polish I had selected, a kind of perelesent pinkypurple. he had to keep telling me to relax as i kept trying to watch what was being done.
I attended the transfur pannel and sat right up in the front, unlike two years ago when i hid in the back row.
then Saterday night, after much talking and showing some of what I had purchased, i screwed my courage up and went to the dance en-fem, black asymetrical skirt, and a dark navy blouse withlong flared sleeves, earings and neckalce matched and were feminan looking, and they were pink stone in them.
again, very nervouse, but more and more comfertable as the night wore on, and it felt right too.
now i know this is the right thing for me, and need to get going on things and need to find much more out. need to find a councler and etcetc.
Saifern - the still slightly frazzled vixen.
*CROSSPOSTED IN MY JOURNAL*