And yet more 'homeness'
My tummy was doing flipflops as the train pulled up in Wangaratta. Yet as I walked outside the train, it was the most natural thing in the world, that smile was *so* familiar. I haven't stopped delighting in it.
Currently I'm delighting in the kitty who so determinedly put us to bed, and has finally deigned to settle down himself :P
I've wrestled with email, gmail has decided to stay 'offline' and not sync - which is irritating and I can't remember how I fixed it last time it hung itself like that. But, I have sent emails through yahoo regarding house stuff, and if they don't arrive? Well, it's 1:30am here and I'm done with my determination for such things today. There will be time tomorrow - and none of the images is in any way urgent. Useful for confirming what I've sent by text, but not urgent.
It is cool and almost cold here. The darkness is far reaching and the house is cottage like and inviting. There has been tea and white port, snuggling and much talking, beingness and validating, reassuring. It is an experience of beauty and of trust. To share love is sometimes exceptional, but in my experience never more so than when such profound vulnerability is involved. And both of us are deeply vulnerable at present.
I am in another space that speaks of 'homeness' to me, I am exactly where I wish to be, exactly the person I wish to be, growing into exactly the person I wish to be.
Life right now is hard, and painful, demanding and difficult, challenging and exciting and harsh... but it is mine and I am choosing it, I am conscious of that and also, I have so much faith, in me, in my loved ones and the universe at large.
This entry was originally posted at http://transcendancing.dreamwidth.org/810842.html
Currently I'm delighting in the kitty who so determinedly put us to bed, and has finally deigned to settle down himself :P
I've wrestled with email, gmail has decided to stay 'offline' and not sync - which is irritating and I can't remember how I fixed it last time it hung itself like that. But, I have sent emails through yahoo regarding house stuff, and if they don't arrive? Well, it's 1:30am here and I'm done with my determination for such things today. There will be time tomorrow - and none of the images is in any way urgent. Useful for confirming what I've sent by text, but not urgent.
It is cool and almost cold here. The darkness is far reaching and the house is cottage like and inviting. There has been tea and white port, snuggling and much talking, beingness and validating, reassuring. It is an experience of beauty and of trust. To share love is sometimes exceptional, but in my experience never more so than when such profound vulnerability is involved. And both of us are deeply vulnerable at present.
I am in another space that speaks of 'homeness' to me, I am exactly where I wish to be, exactly the person I wish to be, growing into exactly the person I wish to be.
Life right now is hard, and painful, demanding and difficult, challenging and exciting and harsh... but it is mine and I am choosing it, I am conscious of that and also, I have so much faith, in me, in my loved ones and the universe at large.
This entry was originally posted at http://transcendancing.dreamwidth.org/810842.html