Hormonal.
* Today I hit low coping early, with periods of surprising functionality and enjoyment.
* Missed pretty much *EVERYONE* like crazy today. If you're special to me in some way, today I missed you.
* Realised about 10 mins ago that I've just hit the little white pills, and have had an 'aha!' moment of - oh! hormones!
* I still have no essay topic. I'm starting to stress about this - that my brain is so freaking foggy doesn't help.
* It's a huge and awesomely interesting field of enquiry. I am torn between several points of view. Nothing I find I'm focused on is a 2000 word topic. *sigh* This feels 'too hard' atm, even though I should be well capable of it.
* I feel like I'm coming down with something :( My throat is *still* sore, and I have a cough now. *bleck*
* I recognise that I'm feeling sorry for myself, but still wish I could have cuddles for a few hours.
* Eyes are ridiculously leaky.
* I may give up on productivity for at least an hour, if not tonight altogether. This may mean that I am a mad stressbunny for getting essay done. Still behind on lectures :(
I feel like 'bah humbug' sums up everything. Would that I had time for a classic 'doona day'. Happily bookselling is a bit like a doona, at least - so far.
* Missed pretty much *EVERYONE* like crazy today. If you're special to me in some way, today I missed you.
* Realised about 10 mins ago that I've just hit the little white pills, and have had an 'aha!' moment of - oh! hormones!
* I still have no essay topic. I'm starting to stress about this - that my brain is so freaking foggy doesn't help.
* It's a huge and awesomely interesting field of enquiry. I am torn between several points of view. Nothing I find I'm focused on is a 2000 word topic. *sigh* This feels 'too hard' atm, even though I should be well capable of it.
* I feel like I'm coming down with something :( My throat is *still* sore, and I have a cough now. *bleck*
* I recognise that I'm feeling sorry for myself, but still wish I could have cuddles for a few hours.
* Eyes are ridiculously leaky.
* I may give up on productivity for at least an hour, if not tonight altogether. This may mean that I am a mad stressbunny for getting essay done. Still behind on lectures :(
I feel like 'bah humbug' sums up everything. Would that I had time for a classic 'doona day'. Happily bookselling is a bit like a doona, at least - so far.