wtf
i feel like a selfish person. i've been called selfish by my dad and by a few others in the past. why am i selfish? what do i do? i really have no clue. if people told me what i did that was selfish, i would change it. i don't like letting people down. i am supportive of everyone i care about. i don't want to hurt anybody. but if i feel like i am being attacked, i act out. i am impulsively defensive. i don't know why. maybe because i already have no self-esteem? maybe i get hurt easily? maybe i overreact? i don't know. i do know that i need to work on my defensive-ness. but is that the same thing as being selfish?