logam

May 07, 2008 15:40

so i had a weird dream last night. it started off with an intense lightning storm which ended abruptly with the sunniest day. then halloween started & cars filled the streets to pick up people from the side of the road. they were all choosing patients to play surgeon. everyone was in halloween costumes, & then it turned into a movie almost in which i was the serial killer. very strange. i didn't actually dream the murders, just the before & after, at which time the victims were put into awkward postures & had a cartoon character painted on them. the weirdest part though was a champion pit bull that had its brain dissected, removed, & inserted into his torso cavity, which was completely hollow, & was all sewn back up. what was weirder was that the dog was still walking around, panting.

i've been in a bad mood lately. i'm trying to be a good man. i will put it thusly: guys like me deserve nothing. i'm not worth the paper i'm printed on. right now, it's hard to be passionate about anything. anger, depression, it's all blending together. so i was right.

at work, i've been working the line, & doing pretty decent at it. this means a raise, methinks.

"logam" is a swedish term referring to the concept of not too much, & not too little. that is all i think.
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