time to bitch cause im in that mood
My life is so mediocre. It seems like its just full of abunch of crap,
with minor "good" things that happen in a blue moon. Im sure some of
you think im stupid for feeling this way. But its hard not to.
I cant really explain, because its really just a bunch of minor bad things that keep happening, without any good to balance it out, so it all adds up.
Its hard for me to meet people. Im finally getting closer with some people here in SD,but its not like were best buds together everyday.
I havnet gone on a date or anything like that in almost 2 years. For the most part i dont mind being single,but every once in awhile, i get lonely. but what am i supposed to do? go to a bar and hit on every guy, or meet abunch of weird guys off MySpace?
My computer hates me. which for most wouldnt be a big deal. But when your life basically revolves around something, it sucks.
And then when you do some "soul searching", and taking a look at how you are as a person, and your not happy with what you realize, that makes things harder. Plain and simple: I'm not happy with my life. I havent been for a long time.
I cant really explain, because its really just a bunch of minor bad things that keep happening, without any good to balance it out, so it all adds up.
Its hard for me to meet people. Im finally getting closer with some people here in SD,but its not like were best buds together everyday.
I havnet gone on a date or anything like that in almost 2 years. For the most part i dont mind being single,but every once in awhile, i get lonely. but what am i supposed to do? go to a bar and hit on every guy, or meet abunch of weird guys off MySpace?
My computer hates me. which for most wouldnt be a big deal. But when your life basically revolves around something, it sucks.
And then when you do some "soul searching", and taking a look at how you are as a person, and your not happy with what you realize, that makes things harder. Plain and simple: I'm not happy with my life. I havent been for a long time.