social gatherings? yikes
So i really wish i could get over this social anxiety of mine. If im in a setting where i know a lot of people, im okay. but the second you put me in a situation where i know only one or two people, i become a wreck. Like today, my new neighbor downstairs is having a house warming party. He invited me. but im torn. I would like to go cause him and his fiancee are really cool people, and id like to meet new people/do something away from my computer. But at the same time all i can picture is myself sitting off in a corner, alone, and nervous. I can get so nervous in social settings my hands will start to shake, they will shake just thinking about going. I really hate it. Im sure ive missed out on a lot of fun times because i was to afraid to go. augh, i wish it would stop.