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the Vagina Monolouges were awsome last night. :-)
definitely glad i went.
and right now, i'm feeling pretty ok. even though i have to work tonight - i'll be out by 11 or so. i like most of the people i work with, which is good. same with saturday night. i have to study my ass off for the next few days, since i have 2 tests on thursday. hoo boy. i think i have this tuesday too. hmmm. fun.
i'm excited for sunday.
i'm feeling... kind of nothing right now. probably a good thing, lol. otherwise, i might just drown in myself again. i know i'll fall back to it again soon, so i'll enjoy this fair "lack" of emotion. it's relieving, you know?
i don't know what to say anymore.
i guess i'll just quote an earlier entry of mine:
i want... i want...
something. someone. to rip open my chest and bleed these emotions.
damn breastbone.
to feel like i'm alive. to breathe.
to kiss someone who means it. to lay in bed, curled up with another person.
to stop being fake. but how? fucking how?
i admire LGBT folks who come out and are true to themselves. nothing is hotter than a person who's comfortable with their queerness.
certainly doesn't describe me.
definitely glad i went.
and right now, i'm feeling pretty ok. even though i have to work tonight - i'll be out by 11 or so. i like most of the people i work with, which is good. same with saturday night. i have to study my ass off for the next few days, since i have 2 tests on thursday. hoo boy. i think i have this tuesday too. hmmm. fun.
i'm excited for sunday.
i'm feeling... kind of nothing right now. probably a good thing, lol. otherwise, i might just drown in myself again. i know i'll fall back to it again soon, so i'll enjoy this fair "lack" of emotion. it's relieving, you know?
i don't know what to say anymore.
i guess i'll just quote an earlier entry of mine:
i want... i want...
something. someone. to rip open my chest and bleed these emotions.
damn breastbone.
to feel like i'm alive. to breathe.
to kiss someone who means it. to lay in bed, curled up with another person.
to stop being fake. but how? fucking how?
i admire LGBT folks who come out and are true to themselves. nothing is hotter than a person who's comfortable with their queerness.
certainly doesn't describe me.