Fortune.
I had my doubts, and I still do...but I'm happy.
It's really odd, because the day I was supposed to be flying here was a really hectic day. I had to wake up at 6 am to take all my boxes to the post office to mail here. I then received a call saying that my flight had been pushed back by an hour. You see, this wouldn't have mattered if it were not for the fact that I had to catch a connecting flight to get here. So I call up the airline I flew on, and she got my flight all switched. I was upset because I was already stressed enough as it was. The day kind of just got better from here. 1. I ended up falling asleep on my aunts couch and got a little rest. 2. I ended up getting some yummy food, which I wouldn't of had if I were stuck in an airport. 3. At said restaurant that carries said yummy food... I got a fortune cookie. At this point, I wasn't in the best of mood emotionally. I had just said goodbye to my four year old cousin who I will miss dearly, because I think of him as my own. Needless to say, I was a wreck. I unwrap the fortune cookie, thinking I'll unwrap something telling me that I am a wonderful person, or something cliche like that. I break the crisp cookie, pull out the fortune and read it... I sit there. Just sit there. Take in what it says, and a smile forms on my lips. I re-read it a second time. "Look with favor upon a bold beginning." I don't take fortunes from fortune cookies to heart. Ever. The fact of the matter is, I couldn't help but be happy. I couldn't help but then try to make the best out of this. This little fortune... made me realize something I should have on my own.
I'm doing this, and I should try to make it the best I can. There will be trials, and it will be hard as fuck...But It's a new beginning. Beginning something new, and foreign, is always the most difficult thing to do when you're not letting yourself let go and take it all in.
I now do look with favor upon this bold beginning.
It's really odd, because the day I was supposed to be flying here was a really hectic day. I had to wake up at 6 am to take all my boxes to the post office to mail here. I then received a call saying that my flight had been pushed back by an hour. You see, this wouldn't have mattered if it were not for the fact that I had to catch a connecting flight to get here. So I call up the airline I flew on, and she got my flight all switched. I was upset because I was already stressed enough as it was. The day kind of just got better from here. 1. I ended up falling asleep on my aunts couch and got a little rest. 2. I ended up getting some yummy food, which I wouldn't of had if I were stuck in an airport. 3. At said restaurant that carries said yummy food... I got a fortune cookie. At this point, I wasn't in the best of mood emotionally. I had just said goodbye to my four year old cousin who I will miss dearly, because I think of him as my own. Needless to say, I was a wreck. I unwrap the fortune cookie, thinking I'll unwrap something telling me that I am a wonderful person, or something cliche like that. I break the crisp cookie, pull out the fortune and read it... I sit there. Just sit there. Take in what it says, and a smile forms on my lips. I re-read it a second time. "Look with favor upon a bold beginning." I don't take fortunes from fortune cookies to heart. Ever. The fact of the matter is, I couldn't help but be happy. I couldn't help but then try to make the best out of this. This little fortune... made me realize something I should have on my own.
I'm doing this, and I should try to make it the best I can. There will be trials, and it will be hard as fuck...But It's a new beginning. Beginning something new, and foreign, is always the most difficult thing to do when you're not letting yourself let go and take it all in.
I now do look with favor upon this bold beginning.