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Even though i got home at 2 and woke up at 8, i actually feel more awake and alive than i've felt for ages. Maybe its the weekend, or maybe its the weather, i even decided last night i wanted to go camping. (Sadly dad says no until he gets night vision goggles). It even feels a bit like christmas, even though its march. Maybe its Christmas withdrawal symptoms, i don't know :)
Last night was quite good, although most of the night was spent walking around the block. I didn;t manage to achieve the conclusions i was looking for, but i guess by not learning anything you learn the most. After being told to move on and change direction by so many people, i'll learn to take advice. Its easier when I know where i'm going, and i'm hoping that soon i will have figured that out, even if i have to face a few harsh realities between now and then. Nothing goes to plan so all i can do is make the most of what i have :)
Right now I'm listening to music i used to like back at the beginning of year 10 and its funny how music brings back memories of things which are mostly forgotten. Around this time, we also finally realised that noone tells the truth in truth and dare. And we thought we were so cool because we listened to So Fresh Hits of Summer and caught the tram from Immanuel to Glenelg by ourselves at night. We had years of school ahead of us and afterwards we thought that we'd all be friends for ever after and go on road trips around Australia. I never wanted to grow up, but at the same time it was so far away that it looked kind of cool. Its funny to look back, how that kind of innocence just disappears, and no one even notices until its gone.
What would we say when we look back on now?
I have photos from last night, although they never gave out a door prize in the end :( I'd post them to give everyone some amusement but... i don't remember how. And i don't have a photo of Cameron in a toga either. Pity.
Last night was quite good, although most of the night was spent walking around the block. I didn;t manage to achieve the conclusions i was looking for, but i guess by not learning anything you learn the most. After being told to move on and change direction by so many people, i'll learn to take advice. Its easier when I know where i'm going, and i'm hoping that soon i will have figured that out, even if i have to face a few harsh realities between now and then. Nothing goes to plan so all i can do is make the most of what i have :)
Right now I'm listening to music i used to like back at the beginning of year 10 and its funny how music brings back memories of things which are mostly forgotten. Around this time, we also finally realised that noone tells the truth in truth and dare. And we thought we were so cool because we listened to So Fresh Hits of Summer and caught the tram from Immanuel to Glenelg by ourselves at night. We had years of school ahead of us and afterwards we thought that we'd all be friends for ever after and go on road trips around Australia. I never wanted to grow up, but at the same time it was so far away that it looked kind of cool. Its funny to look back, how that kind of innocence just disappears, and no one even notices until its gone.
What would we say when we look back on now?
I have photos from last night, although they never gave out a door prize in the end :( I'd post them to give everyone some amusement but... i don't remember how. And i don't have a photo of Cameron in a toga either. Pity.