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it's been a long time since i had my 'therapy session' (blogging) haha. the long droning ones. i miss blogging. i have no internet at home because my modem refuses to work and i now do all of my school work outside. darn.
sitting here in my school's internet section and typing this blog out brings back memories of how i was doing this more frequently when i was a freshman. i whiled away my irregular free time in this ridiculously air-conditioned room and find ways for the internet to be of use to me. no friendster, no facebook and no ym and msn msngr. hahaha so blogging galore. i did not have stabel friends back then... due to my being an irregular student and after my day, i used to have these searing headaches. Es[ecially when i just had a computer class (at nakatutok nanaman ako sa screen after that thus the headaches).
i used to keep int ouch with my friends in dubai more, searched for websites for schoolwork more. and all that.
now the changes are endless. i have stable friends, fun and schoolwork, org work and stuff. busy, busy, busy. i also have this hinaing na hindi ko masabisabi. can't write it here. coming from a person and student like me hindi kapanipaniwala na iyon nga ang nangyari. goodness.
at ito pa, bawat araw na lumilipas ay parang hindi ko nagagawa ang inuutos ng nanay ko. now i have a reason for my nanay na hindi basta basta binibigay ang resume sa isang kompanya para mag OJT. may gagawin pa pala. And i have to enroll for OJT at the time when I have to do it.
but still. gah. pressure. my mom sees me as something else. man....
sitting here in my school's internet section and typing this blog out brings back memories of how i was doing this more frequently when i was a freshman. i whiled away my irregular free time in this ridiculously air-conditioned room and find ways for the internet to be of use to me. no friendster, no facebook and no ym and msn msngr. hahaha so blogging galore. i did not have stabel friends back then... due to my being an irregular student and after my day, i used to have these searing headaches. Es[ecially when i just had a computer class (at nakatutok nanaman ako sa screen after that thus the headaches).
i used to keep int ouch with my friends in dubai more, searched for websites for schoolwork more. and all that.
now the changes are endless. i have stable friends, fun and schoolwork, org work and stuff. busy, busy, busy. i also have this hinaing na hindi ko masabisabi. can't write it here. coming from a person and student like me hindi kapanipaniwala na iyon nga ang nangyari. goodness.
at ito pa, bawat araw na lumilipas ay parang hindi ko nagagawa ang inuutos ng nanay ko. now i have a reason for my nanay na hindi basta basta binibigay ang resume sa isang kompanya para mag OJT. may gagawin pa pala. And i have to enroll for OJT at the time when I have to do it.
but still. gah. pressure. my mom sees me as something else. man....