jumping in puddles

Dec 11, 2005 18:40

I have this bad feeling in my stomach
From too much mustard and humus
Or maybe just the thoughts I am dreading
feeling a little bit lost in overwhelming circumstances
Empty silence is too much to handle and nothing fills it
I have so much to do, and when I do it, I feel no accomplishment, I wonder where its all going
This poem isnt even up to my standards
More empty words falling on empty ears
One more day, almost 23 years
At this game, and still the same feelings
The emptiness that sends me reeling,
Into dispair, and I care, do I care
I dont know where, I am headed, or where I've already been
I've been looking for you and my answers, I've been searching for you my friend
and I find you in the closet, and I find you in the hall
I find you in my shadows, but durring daylight not at all
I've asked for your forgiveness, I know it cant be given
I've asked for salvation, I'm not willing to give in.
I'll smoke my trees and thank god for green air
It's not really the answer but it's getting me there
I've searched for perfection, in everything i do
When I give it up, I am nothing to you
So look inside yourself, I find myself inside
I look inside your heart, and you know what is mine
I can no longer ask the circles, to hold my little squares
I can no longer search for answers, chasing something
That isnt there. So go back into you heart
Hid deep inside your chest, I was doing better alone
Although I love you the best.
I've struggled to overcome, so many of my fears
I've gone beyond the ugly, to a little more sincere.
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