You lack the appreciation my mind wants
Torn, twisted, broken inside, This is the day
I've taken it in stride, i've looked forward to it ending
My thoughts being sent into space, I've looked for a beginning
I've forgotten the race, I've chased something empty
With no feeling inside, I've chased little children
It's time for them to be set aside, I'm looking for answers
Where only grown men can play, I'm searching for something
You've dissillusioned me anyway, so I've done all my searching
And I've compiled my research, I've broken down barriers
No matter how much they hurt. I'm asking you for something
I never really expected you to give, I'm searching for reason
For something to live, but inside it's all broken, swept against the wall
Torn and shattered, looks like we've evened the score
I'll take what is inside, and throw it away, I'll search for it tomorrow
Wont you show me the way, Each time I run back,
Just begging for more, I'm thinking I need you, hating you more
So give me a reason, anyone in sight, give me your treason
I'm begging to fight, I want to smash it all up, and tear you down
I want to destroy you, without making a sound,
You know that I can, I know that I will, I wanted to ask you,
Just how do you feel. I wonder what it's like
To lead such a perfect life, I know what it feels like
Under the knife, so twist a little deeper, no air to breath
I wish I was something, Something you could never leave.
I've taken it in stride, i've looked forward to it ending
My thoughts being sent into space, I've looked for a beginning
I've forgotten the race, I've chased something empty
With no feeling inside, I've chased little children
It's time for them to be set aside, I'm looking for answers
Where only grown men can play, I'm searching for something
You've dissillusioned me anyway, so I've done all my searching
And I've compiled my research, I've broken down barriers
No matter how much they hurt. I'm asking you for something
I never really expected you to give, I'm searching for reason
For something to live, but inside it's all broken, swept against the wall
Torn and shattered, looks like we've evened the score
I'll take what is inside, and throw it away, I'll search for it tomorrow
Wont you show me the way, Each time I run back,
Just begging for more, I'm thinking I need you, hating you more
So give me a reason, anyone in sight, give me your treason
I'm begging to fight, I want to smash it all up, and tear you down
I want to destroy you, without making a sound,
You know that I can, I know that I will, I wanted to ask you,
Just how do you feel. I wonder what it's like
To lead such a perfect life, I know what it feels like
Under the knife, so twist a little deeper, no air to breath
I wish I was something, Something you could never leave.