Marry that boy someday

[tranceswirl]

What a day.....went to court....yay that was fun....last night i went to see tori amos which was most amazing show ever....I'm going to see my sister tomorrow and the next day and then thursday I am going to see erica yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i get to see all my girlies.....kyle just left........Every minute I spend with him, I am happy just to be where I'm at, I'm not looking to be anywhere else except with him.......its the best feeling in the world......He needs to hurry up and move to london, not seeing him has been the hardest part of moving away.....I miss my family and I miss my friends....its really hard not seeing my kids....but not being able to see the other half of me is hard as hell.....I love him so much its scarey....he's always on my mind and I just cant get around it....I've tried and it always ends up back on him.......he's the most amazing person and he's so much a part of me but so different at the same time that it keeps a nice balance in our relationship....I've always said the third time I'm never letting go.......and its here and I cant see myself seriously with anyone but him for the rest of my life.....its weird we talk about growing old together even when I am dating other people or we are not together....It just seems logical....I wont get to see him till friday.....thats way too long when I have to leave so soon....I'm going to lose it worse then the first time when I have to leave next week........i've completely given in to my heart again and its going to be so hard to leave him after seeing him again....I say we run to canada and get hitched ::laughs:: My mom was teasing me about it earlier....I told her she didnt have to worry about courtney or I getting married any time soon and that we had lots of traveling to do still and she was like oh whatever you'd marry kyle and I couldnt help but blush and grin...........damn that woman....anywho I have to get up early and go to the denist doctor and eye doctor......plus take my mom and pick her up from work.........ugggggggggggggggg

much love
and-rew

Within my head are words
That it couldnt hurt
To let go of
All these little birds
With their little words
That they treble
I've lost a thought
Not that I've fought
Against it