sepation's explination
I've learned
That leaving isnt forever
Friends are always moving
And so am I
Paths cross
Loss no longer
For we are stronger for it.
Just thoughts really....Its a tuesday night in London and its 00:35 and I am going to see Guys and Dolls tomorrow. That should be fun.....I'm going with Paris Angela, and Liz..... Then I come home and pack and Thursday I fly out back to the states. That should be nice a couple weeks there. I am so looking forward to spending time with kyle. He's written me religiously since I've gotten here and it'll be nice to see the other half of me. He's the only person from the states who has kept in contact with me really since I've came here besides my mum. I've got to call my baby mommas as soon as I come home. I miss them and my kids hella hard.....It's so weird. Before moving I really learned who my family was of my friends and who will probally be around in my life for a long time. It's crazy to think that I'm of a normal age to be having friends with kids and yet still feel like I'm at the beginning of the world.
Kyle and my Mom are coming to get me from the airport.....I'm super excited. I'm going to go see Tori Amos Sunday night and am going to see if I can pick up Cory after the show and then he could get a ride back after court on Monday.
I need to do a lot of buying while I'm home for K8 and I's company. St-ar-t - Beautiful Dreamer.
I am going to buy vintage and used shirts from the thrift stores for guys and girls and jackets and whatever we can turn into hot clothes with a bit of silk screening and stitching. I am getting my fingers into all kinds of work over here. I dont think I want the same job every day. I need to be able to not work if I need to for a minute to focus on school and not worry about pissing off a boss. If I do freelance graphic design and hair and make money from designing clothes and refurbishing furniture I should be able to make by. There are so many doors opening up for me and I am learning so much about life and my creative abilities and I am loving the hell out of it. This town is beyond anything I Imagined. There is a place for anything and people can be a bit self absorbed but its because they are worrying about enjoying their lives more then just slaving away. In America we spend all our time kissing each others asses that we waste a lot of time on bullshit. I am finding this lifestyle more set up for someone who wants as much interaction as they chose.....People mind their own business. You dont have to bullshit smile every person that walks down the street. I'm just cheesey and I smile at everyone but here that basically means that you find them attractive.....I love flirting with the ladys and gay boys its most fun. You see so many people every day its craziness, I've formed a really close family over here and we have our bullshit but we're here for each other and its really nice. The friends I have made here are fast moving but they are strong....we are all in the same situtation. London is available to let you do anything you need....I'm all for it.
I'll see you all in a couple days......I want to get my tattoo with erica and with kyle if he's up for it and get a new piercing....I took out a couple.
much love
and-rew
That leaving isnt forever
Friends are always moving
And so am I
Paths cross
Loss no longer
For we are stronger for it.
Just thoughts really....Its a tuesday night in London and its 00:35 and I am going to see Guys and Dolls tomorrow. That should be fun.....I'm going with Paris Angela, and Liz..... Then I come home and pack and Thursday I fly out back to the states. That should be nice a couple weeks there. I am so looking forward to spending time with kyle. He's written me religiously since I've gotten here and it'll be nice to see the other half of me. He's the only person from the states who has kept in contact with me really since I've came here besides my mum. I've got to call my baby mommas as soon as I come home. I miss them and my kids hella hard.....It's so weird. Before moving I really learned who my family was of my friends and who will probally be around in my life for a long time. It's crazy to think that I'm of a normal age to be having friends with kids and yet still feel like I'm at the beginning of the world.
Kyle and my Mom are coming to get me from the airport.....I'm super excited. I'm going to go see Tori Amos Sunday night and am going to see if I can pick up Cory after the show and then he could get a ride back after court on Monday.
I need to do a lot of buying while I'm home for K8 and I's company. St-ar-t - Beautiful Dreamer.
I am going to buy vintage and used shirts from the thrift stores for guys and girls and jackets and whatever we can turn into hot clothes with a bit of silk screening and stitching. I am getting my fingers into all kinds of work over here. I dont think I want the same job every day. I need to be able to not work if I need to for a minute to focus on school and not worry about pissing off a boss. If I do freelance graphic design and hair and make money from designing clothes and refurbishing furniture I should be able to make by. There are so many doors opening up for me and I am learning so much about life and my creative abilities and I am loving the hell out of it. This town is beyond anything I Imagined. There is a place for anything and people can be a bit self absorbed but its because they are worrying about enjoying their lives more then just slaving away. In America we spend all our time kissing each others asses that we waste a lot of time on bullshit. I am finding this lifestyle more set up for someone who wants as much interaction as they chose.....People mind their own business. You dont have to bullshit smile every person that walks down the street. I'm just cheesey and I smile at everyone but here that basically means that you find them attractive.....I love flirting with the ladys and gay boys its most fun. You see so many people every day its craziness, I've formed a really close family over here and we have our bullshit but we're here for each other and its really nice. The friends I have made here are fast moving but they are strong....we are all in the same situtation. London is available to let you do anything you need....I'm all for it.
I'll see you all in a couple days......I want to get my tattoo with erica and with kyle if he's up for it and get a new piercing....I took out a couple.
much love
and-rew