May 26, 2005 12:40
I feel so under motivated
I know I've stated this before
I really must look for life
Find it, stab it, end its strife
But that's not how its meant to be
This is not who you are meant to see
Free me from my chaos
I am at a loss
For words.
I may be under medicated
Overly sedated today
This shouldn't be okay
But It is, the fizz is gone
For so long, now,
That I don't remember how
I used to be
Alive
Free
Now I am just empty
Waiting to be filled
Air holding back
Waiting to be spilled
Free, to flee my lungs
The door has been sprung
Little birds are running round
They've left my lungs
They make their sound.
So lets close my eyes
Just one more time
Imagine a better world
Where a boy can be a girl
Without a whirl of confusion
Or people using
Hate
as a way to debate
politics
which don't really mix
with who i sleep with.