fuck high school. Good Riddance.
Hmm. Well this weekend pretty much SUCKED! But at least I didn't have to go to school :) My mom has been on the phone all weekend with my ex-friends' parents, blah blah. Who cares, I just want this to all be over with. Somewhere along the way I have started to convince my mom into letting me drop out and get my GED. You see, I've wanted to do this basically since my first day of high school, so this serves as quite the big relief to me. I hope it ends up happening, but I will make it happen some way or another. There is no fucking way I am staying at shitty Pinnacle, and all the other schools around here are REALLY ghetto. I am just so sick of school, I want to be done with it. I am not doing very well anyways, never really have, and I am behind in a sufficient amount of credits therefore it is more than likely that I would be a 5th year senior, as though 4 grueling years of hell and pure bullshit isn't enough of a toll on one's sanity as it is. My mom is making me check more into it (though I am apt to just going ahead and dropping out, fuck looking into it, I know what I want) and then instead of going to HS, I would be taking a few college courses at PVCC. Even a diploma class. I think that would be nice. I can't wait. If I don't drop out soon, I will DEFINITELY be dropping out within the next year, I can guarantee. I can't hang with this high school bullshit. I wanted to withdrawl as soon as tomorrow but my mom insists on looking into it more. I know everyone is going to say how bad of an idea this is, but if you think about it, more than half of the population is dropouts anyway and I am pretty much just wasting my time even showing up to school because all I do is bullshit around and don't do my work, I am in my own world and everyone there knows it by the look on my face. I just want to skip this next year, move to TX, get married and sometime following that, have kids..eventually. I no longer trust anyone in high school, and MOST of those even out of it, because I always end up befriending the junkie sluts and low life druggies. I confess, I have definitely done my share of drugs (more than I should have ever done), But I never stole for it, never sucked dick for it, none of that. Losers. Anyway, I hope I drop out soon..Other than that, everything is going pretty well, I am not dwelling on Wednesday's incident (being robbed by who I thought were "friends" of mine) because they are the losers. I miss Randy and I hope he comes home for my spring break, or whenever, since I probably wont be in school anymore by then. Well, I am just gonna dork around for the next couple days and keep on strongly convincing my mom to let me take my GED at PV Mall..I'll keep you posted. Love you Ran!! MWAH <3