The List Of Things. . . .
that went wrong today, is completely ridiculous. It was like nothing was going right. Even the stuff I tried to do just to make myself feel better about a crap day, still failed. Eventually Ijust shut down and ultimately reminded mtself that at least I have food in my stomach, a roof over my head, and clothes on my back.
Still, I'm hoping tomorrow will be better.
I've had a lot of long standing projects lying around that i just haven't been able to get myself to finish. Most of the mart related. I figure it's about time I just get on them and start finishing things. So my future now has a lot of audiobooks and illustrations. So help me, I really need to get all this artwork finished. Just thinking about it sitting there, waiting to be done. . . it really gets under my skin because it becomes a distraction to finishing my books. These goddamned books need to be done already.
As it stands, I have 8 months to finish writing 3 books. That is not a lot of time for that many books.If I manage to finish just one in that time, I'll consider it a failure.I can probably live with myself if I only get 2 done, but one is just unacceptable.
Right now, it does hinge on how quickly I can finish up some of this artwork. I can't stand this shit not being done already.
I need to seriously rethink my self discipline, cause at some point in the last couple years, I lost it. I feel like complete shit over how little i have actually accomplished over the last couple of years.I'm not pushing myself hard enough.
Still, I'm hoping tomorrow will be better.
I've had a lot of long standing projects lying around that i just haven't been able to get myself to finish. Most of the mart related. I figure it's about time I just get on them and start finishing things. So my future now has a lot of audiobooks and illustrations. So help me, I really need to get all this artwork finished. Just thinking about it sitting there, waiting to be done. . . it really gets under my skin because it becomes a distraction to finishing my books. These goddamned books need to be done already.
As it stands, I have 8 months to finish writing 3 books. That is not a lot of time for that many books.If I manage to finish just one in that time, I'll consider it a failure.I can probably live with myself if I only get 2 done, but one is just unacceptable.
Right now, it does hinge on how quickly I can finish up some of this artwork. I can't stand this shit not being done already.
I need to seriously rethink my self discipline, cause at some point in the last couple years, I lost it. I feel like complete shit over how little i have actually accomplished over the last couple of years.I'm not pushing myself hard enough.