Jun 28, 2006 15:27
Last night and the night before, I had a few really depressing dreams. I can't even put them into words because I don't even want to think about them. I woke up just wanting to lay in bed and cry my eyes out for a year. I haven't cried yet but I keep thinking about them and it's probably inevitable that some time today, I will be laying on the bed crying, Kaylen will go "wtf" and I'll say "I had sad dreams" and it will all just be very odd.
I can't even think of what to say because then I stop typing and hang my head in thought and then I start thinking about them, and my eyes tear up. It's not just that they were sad dreams, it's that they were based on reality. They pretty much were reality, just a different thing was happening than is going to happen. I'm going to stop talking about it because I think I'll ramble on for a couple more paragraphs if I don't.
I took 3,424 screencaps of the ZONE final live concert. My computer ran out of memory two or three times during the capping. That's pretty sad. I don't even know how I'm going to be able to look though/organize these. The original plan was to make a layout containing some of them but what's sad is I will probably only use 1-6 images for the actual layout, and maybe about 10-20 as icons. Yeah that's not 3,000. Well, some of them are duds anyways, like blurry shots or shots of the scary 7/8ths male audience. And their signs/glowsticks.
Actually the glow sticks look pretty cool.
zone-luff,
discontentment,
:(,
dreams