magic words are "let me be me"
I imagine it will be a replay of some incredibly cliche love story, where the lovers are reunited for the first time in a long while. Everything around them fades into a happy field of tall, golden grass, with the warm sun and a cool breeze. The two excitedly race toward the other, hardly believing their own eyes.
(And then he falls over and goes to sleep, and I clutch my side due to muscle cramps.)
I pitched the idea to Kaylen today. I told him earlier today; I wanted to wait until he got back from school, but it was all I could think about. I want to go home for a week. I don't know when this would be, but it wouldn't be until we got some money, because I wouldn't want to ask Kaylen's dad to pay for a round-trip just because I am kitty lonely. I also want to see Kara. :(
It would also help situations here a little bit, probably. I'm too much of a computer addict even though it bores the hell out of me. I finished studying the entirety of my "GED for Dummies" (shut up) book, twice over, and I'm going to attempt to take the online practice test again later (after I clean up the house a bit and eat something, oh-h-h starving). Being walled up in the house all the time makes me crazy, too, and Kaylen and I have stupid fights. Getting away from each other for a week might be good for our relationship (we actually do communicate unlike every couple in the world and are doing a billion times better with solving our problems and ending our fights, yay! but I am still so edgy).
cough. However, if his father actually gets around to building the room in the garage (haha), then I can wait and just get my cat then. I really doubt I will be going anywhere, but it's just been on my mind since I woke up (I blame some weird dream that I had about my cat that I won't get into).
Stuffed animals and pretending that my boyfriend is a cute, fluffy kitty is not enough for me. I'm afraid that he will forget about me, and that when I go to retrieve him, he will look at me as if he didn't know who I was. There have been times where I have actually cried because of how much I miss him. I guess most people might find this laughable, but my relationship with my cat is on a much deeper level than just a cute pet. I think it's kind of silly myself, but that's okay. I love him as much as Kaylen, and I've never trusted or loved any of my boyfriends aside from him as much as I love my kitty (which I probably didn't realise then because I had convinced myself of otherwise, subconsciously).
I used to have conversations with him; I would tell him everything because he could never tell anyone else (except maybe the fat orange one). If I was ever crying, he'd always come and lay down next to me, kind of like a faithful and loyal dog. His warm, flabby stomach amuses me if I rest my head on it because it's always bubbling (kitty gas D: poor kitty). His fur on his underside, on his stomach and lower is curly. It's so cute. ;_; ♥
My dad sends me pictures of the kitties sometimes. If I go, I am definitely taking the camera and taking insane amounts of pictures. Good thing we got a memory card that can hold 200+ pictures :) If I wait for the bedroom, I'll just take pictures of him here. Yay!
He is so fat and cute. | Looking like a drunkard. ♥
Random pictures of him sleeping on my dad's bed or something.
Poor Orange will be all lonely when I take Oreo away. :| Love Orange ♥
(And then he falls over and goes to sleep, and I clutch my side due to muscle cramps.)
I pitched the idea to Kaylen today. I told him earlier today; I wanted to wait until he got back from school, but it was all I could think about. I want to go home for a week. I don't know when this would be, but it wouldn't be until we got some money, because I wouldn't want to ask Kaylen's dad to pay for a round-trip just because I am kitty lonely. I also want to see Kara. :(
It would also help situations here a little bit, probably. I'm too much of a computer addict even though it bores the hell out of me. I finished studying the entirety of my "GED for Dummies" (shut up) book, twice over, and I'm going to attempt to take the online practice test again later (after I clean up the house a bit and eat something, oh-h-h starving). Being walled up in the house all the time makes me crazy, too, and Kaylen and I have stupid fights. Getting away from each other for a week might be good for our relationship (we actually do communicate unlike every couple in the world and are doing a billion times better with solving our problems and ending our fights, yay! but I am still so edgy).
cough. However, if his father actually gets around to building the room in the garage (haha), then I can wait and just get my cat then. I really doubt I will be going anywhere, but it's just been on my mind since I woke up (I blame some weird dream that I had about my cat that I won't get into).
Stuffed animals and pretending that my boyfriend is a cute, fluffy kitty is not enough for me. I'm afraid that he will forget about me, and that when I go to retrieve him, he will look at me as if he didn't know who I was. There have been times where I have actually cried because of how much I miss him. I guess most people might find this laughable, but my relationship with my cat is on a much deeper level than just a cute pet. I think it's kind of silly myself, but that's okay. I love him as much as Kaylen, and I've never trusted or loved any of my boyfriends aside from him as much as I love my kitty (which I probably didn't realise then because I had convinced myself of otherwise, subconsciously).
I used to have conversations with him; I would tell him everything because he could never tell anyone else (except maybe the fat orange one). If I was ever crying, he'd always come and lay down next to me, kind of like a faithful and loyal dog. His warm, flabby stomach amuses me if I rest my head on it because it's always bubbling (kitty gas D: poor kitty). His fur on his underside, on his stomach and lower is curly. It's so cute. ;_; ♥
My dad sends me pictures of the kitties sometimes. If I go, I am definitely taking the camera and taking insane amounts of pictures. Good thing we got a memory card that can hold 200+ pictures :) If I wait for the bedroom, I'll just take pictures of him here. Yay!
He is so fat and cute. | Looking like a drunkard. ♥
Random pictures of him sleeping on my dad's bed or something.
Poor Orange will be all lonely when I take Oreo away. :| Love Orange ♥