Jan 26, 2008 11:58
I think I may need to just cut all ties with people and start new finding people here in Oxford. It seems like whenever *I* need someone no one no one is around or sticks up for me(save people I talk to online, which is sad enough that I have more online friends). I always support my friends over their boyfriends or girlfriends, but when I need that, everyone just disappears.
I would do anything for a lot of people and the fact that that is rarely (and by rarely I mean never) reciprocated is really awesome. It's also awesome that people I WORK WITH and have CLASSES WITH here in Oxford have done more to try and be my friends than my friends that I've had for a long time, like the person who came to pick me up from the hospital. Yet, I call my so-called best friend and I don't get any comfort at all. All I get is "uh-huh". Well, it was really awesome when that person's bf treated her like shit and I stayed up late listening to her and saying what a jerk he was and supporting her. Yet, when my bf does something to act like a dog all I get is "uh-huh" and I get to talk about her new cat.
That's cool.
It's really awesome.