Mar 06, 2006 05:17
What the hell am I doing?
What the hell are they doing?
Why the hell are they doing this to me?
Why the hell is this still happening to me?
When will something work out?
How long until I am worth something?
Who will be the different one?
Who will be the one to surprise me?
Where do I have to go?
Where will I be taken?
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Interesting times. My shoulders are tense. My neck is stiff from the knots in my muscles.
I don't like this.
Things should be better right now.
I'm having weird dreams every night. People of my past...people of my past...
This is nothing profound. This is nothing different. It had to be expected, but I had to type it.
I should get more sleep.
I should take better care of myself.
I hate my morning class.
Yes, I am a late night person...but the past few weeks I've only been awake because I just don't want to sleep with the people around me there...I dont' want to miss anything...
Some things about me never change.
Perhaps I will never grow out of them.
When will I be needed instead of needing.
I need a different name.