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I'd like to have a clean slate. I feel that i've made too many mistakes that one should ever make in their lifetime. I feel dirty, unclean, gross, my perception is now mucked up and the only thing I live for is to muck up other minds that are naive - like mine once was. I am pollution. I feel like everything I do is one big lie. I'm getting to the point in my life where i'm learning more and more things about me, and what i see, i frankly don't like. I harp down on others who don't act like they're supposed to but who am I to say that when my imperfections are 10 x worse than theirs but just hidden? Even doing that is a sign of how I try to blame others for my faults. I hate it.
I don't know how to act anymore. I don't know what's considered "the norm". I think there's something wrong with me. But then again, is that really anything new?
I don't know how to act anymore. I don't know what's considered "the norm". I think there's something wrong with me. But then again, is that really anything new?