June.

May 26, 2006 16:08

June is just around the corner and I'm unsure of how to react to everything that's going on. My first exam is one week from today, followed by 7 more. My birthday is coming up. Even though I'm finishing grade 11, i'm turning 16 on the 8th. I'll finally be able to get my G1, and a very long 8 months after, I'll be getting my G2 (thank God). I'll be going away for a month and a week, with what was my best friend - and a few other boys who i'm sure will spice things up. I'm going to be going across Canada, seeing and doing things I never would've dreamed of doing, pushing myself physically and intellectually to my limits.

We'll see how it al goes.

It's so hard to think about what I'm doing this summer when I can hardly believe that exams are next week. Or that I'm going to have to start studying for exams.

Why aren't I stressed?

I'm using this summer to re-invent myself. I know I always say that, but I feel like I can really push myself into becoming a better person. I'm really going to focus on my writing, which might either make or break what I had been planning to study in university since I was in grade 6.

A lot of soul searching must be done, and so litle time.

What happens when you finally realize that you've grown away from the friends that you've grown up with in highschool?

Sometimes it's no ones fault, sometimes it's everyones fault. I learned that you can't expect to please everyone you meet and know. You will let people down and others will let you down. Life is complicated with many circumstances. But I finally realized, just do whatever the hell you want to do, and if what you're doing makes you happy - then that's called.. well that's called living your life to the fullest.

Have an awesome weekend everyone, and hope your studying will go well. :)
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