In which I whine about shit that has no real impact on anything;
I had terrible nightmares last night. Terrible nightmares. I don't really want to get into what they were about or just how bad that were, except to say that they were about something I've been semi-angsting over for the last week or so, and they made me wake up in the middle of the night sobbing and I had a really hard time getting back to sleep afterwards.
Also:
I am angry at my body. Dear my body, Anytime you decide to stop being an idiot and hurting yourself, that'd be fantastic by me. A short list of how I've hurt myself in the last week:
-Fell out of bed causing blood and bruises to my knee (Ok, so this was a little more than a week ago. Deal)
-Walked into a cupboard door
-Gouged my palm on a pin while sewing, leaving an angry inch long gash in a part of my hand that doesn't ever seem to stop moving
-Nicked my knee shaving (notably, not the other knee with the scab and bruises)
-Various "Mystery Cuts" on the back of my hand and "Mystery Bruises" on my legs that I can only guess at the origins.
-Poked myself in the eye harder than is recommended when putting my contacts in one morning (doesn't sound that bad, but it HURT)
-Stubbed my toe on a kitchen chair.
-Am currently in THREE LEVELS of stomach pain. (level one: bleeding cramps; level two: unusual and unexplained terror stomach pain (higher than the cramps); level three: the vague general nauseau that haunts my daily life when I forget to take an antacid to keep it down (floating over the Mystery Pain at the top of my stomach))
Long story short: I need to spend some points next time I level up on raising my DEX. Because seriously. wtf.