Transformation
I am currently reinventing myself. This has been brought about by my recent need to improve on my current health and overall hotness. I just haven't been feeling good about myself recently and it is because I have gained some weight and my skin is in poor condition. The only reason both would occur would be because of a decline in my healthy lifestyle regimen. I don't eat right and I don't exercise at all. Its time for a change. For real. I've ordered some supplements and I am working on a meal plan to follow for the next few weeks. As far as exercize goes, It will be nicer outside and I plan on going on more walks with the hubby and going out to clubs more often. (I miss the college workout)I have to take my vitamins daily that way I feel more energized and healthy; doing so will increase my likeliness to go out and exercise. In making this change I also have to stop drinking. That will be the hardest. I don't want to completely stop but I want to be able to hill for a min. When I go out, sugar free red bulls and a couple of shots to get me going but not much more. I have to start taking good care of my skin teeth hair and nails, just so I will feel better about myself. I found myself out of breath while walking up a hill after walking up three fights and I said, "I have got to get in shape". I mean god's greatest gift is life right? so who am I to live my life unhealthily. I have all of my limbs and almost all of my medical conditions are treatable; how is it that I am not at my goal weight and feeling great every morning? I owe it to God to do better for myself.
So I've been doing a lot of internet browsing, (being that I now have 3 days off in the middle of the week--and thus I'm poor) and what i have encountered are an increasing number of bad mother-fucking bitches. Now while we all know I am not a 'hater' per-say I can't help but feel some sort of way about all of these beautiful women. I also have recently developed a complex because my boyfriend has recently told me that (in a few words) I am not model-material. I need to re-connect with my badness. My goal is to be bad again, bad enough for everyone to see!
So I've been doing a lot of internet browsing, (being that I now have 3 days off in the middle of the week--and thus I'm poor) and what i have encountered are an increasing number of bad mother-fucking bitches. Now while we all know I am not a 'hater' per-say I can't help but feel some sort of way about all of these beautiful women. I also have recently developed a complex because my boyfriend has recently told me that (in a few words) I am not model-material. I need to re-connect with my badness. My goal is to be bad again, bad enough for everyone to see!