boyfriend
he makes me ridiculously happy. whether it be when we're talking online briefly between study sessions, visiting to say goodnight, good morning, or whatever i'm constantly smiling. my entire floor loves him. you just look at him and he oozes nice guy. he kisses me goodbye everytime we see each other. even if it's for like, 2 minutes. like last night when i left my glasses and keys in his room, he brought them down to me in the lounge, and kissed me goodbye, and lillian went crazy. i'd left him a bunch of messages last night after he went to bed. this morning he said, "the messages you left last night were really sweet, but you were up too late." :)
we are officially together at this point so it worries me a little for this summer. i really don't want to jump into a relationship to have the first portion of it so strained. but, at the consensus of everyone i know (and my fortune cookie advising me to go for my new romance despite hesitations) i've decided that this is right. it feels right. the guy didn't even try to kiss me for three weeks. up until then he was completely happy just talking with me and hanging out. he's completely preppy, but kinda sloppy at the same time. in a weird way...his abercrombie shirt will get dirty somehow throughout the day but he won't change it.
even though i haven't been seeing him constantly for a long period of time, i'll be in serious withdrawal when i go home. in fact, i'm at that point where, i leave his room or he leaves mine, and i want to run right back up there...or i want him to come right back down. maybe i'm ridiculous and maybe i'm crazy but i'm just really happy. i'm really happy that i have a sweet guy, who is adorable and considerate. i'm really happy that he thinks i'm fantastic (and i can't always figure out why). he loves that i'm crazy and goofy. i mean, i don't think i can let go of a guy who loves my away messages that say "statistics = my bitch." no seriously, he thought it was cute. we're equally forgetful and klutzy (which is sort of tragic). it makes me sad to leave. it makes me excited to come back here in the fall. i just know that over the summer i'll be hanging on every phonecall, text message, AIM conversation, and infrequent visit we can eek out. four and a half months is a lot to expect out of a new relationship....but we're both positive people....so, i need to keep my hopes up and make sure we're open/honest/all those other important relationship things that make distance work.
we are officially together at this point so it worries me a little for this summer. i really don't want to jump into a relationship to have the first portion of it so strained. but, at the consensus of everyone i know (and my fortune cookie advising me to go for my new romance despite hesitations) i've decided that this is right. it feels right. the guy didn't even try to kiss me for three weeks. up until then he was completely happy just talking with me and hanging out. he's completely preppy, but kinda sloppy at the same time. in a weird way...his abercrombie shirt will get dirty somehow throughout the day but he won't change it.
even though i haven't been seeing him constantly for a long period of time, i'll be in serious withdrawal when i go home. in fact, i'm at that point where, i leave his room or he leaves mine, and i want to run right back up there...or i want him to come right back down. maybe i'm ridiculous and maybe i'm crazy but i'm just really happy. i'm really happy that i have a sweet guy, who is adorable and considerate. i'm really happy that he thinks i'm fantastic (and i can't always figure out why). he loves that i'm crazy and goofy. i mean, i don't think i can let go of a guy who loves my away messages that say "statistics = my bitch." no seriously, he thought it was cute. we're equally forgetful and klutzy (which is sort of tragic). it makes me sad to leave. it makes me excited to come back here in the fall. i just know that over the summer i'll be hanging on every phonecall, text message, AIM conversation, and infrequent visit we can eek out. four and a half months is a lot to expect out of a new relationship....but we're both positive people....so, i need to keep my hopes up and make sure we're open/honest/all those other important relationship things that make distance work.