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this weekend started off great, and ended terribly.
thursday night, some of hillary's friends came down and we went to the pace. I got absolutely retarded and slept about 2 hours.
I drove home on friday, and went fishing with my dad and sister til around 11. after that, I drove to Highland to catch up with people I hadn't seen in forever. got about 4 hours of sleep.
Saturday, I felt like shit. my stomach hurt, my chest hurt, my head was killing me, and I was totally out of it. went fishing with dad again and played poker at beeg's house. got 2 hours of sleep.
Sunday, all of those pains were magnified by 5. I had gotten 11 hours of sleep over 4 days. decided it wasn't a great idea to drive back. called the dr, got my amitryptiline upped to 100 mg.
I feel better today. but it scares me that I went without meds for like 3 days and thought I had a brain tumor. I often visualized myself getting better one day and going without them. but if I'm already at 100mg(started at 25mg) after 4 months, what is to happen? I better get some money from Dr. Feldman real soon. around $100k should do it.
thursday night, some of hillary's friends came down and we went to the pace. I got absolutely retarded and slept about 2 hours.
I drove home on friday, and went fishing with my dad and sister til around 11. after that, I drove to Highland to catch up with people I hadn't seen in forever. got about 4 hours of sleep.
Saturday, I felt like shit. my stomach hurt, my chest hurt, my head was killing me, and I was totally out of it. went fishing with dad again and played poker at beeg's house. got 2 hours of sleep.
Sunday, all of those pains were magnified by 5. I had gotten 11 hours of sleep over 4 days. decided it wasn't a great idea to drive back. called the dr, got my amitryptiline upped to 100 mg.
I feel better today. but it scares me that I went without meds for like 3 days and thought I had a brain tumor. I often visualized myself getting better one day and going without them. but if I'm already at 100mg(started at 25mg) after 4 months, what is to happen? I better get some money from Dr. Feldman real soon. around $100k should do it.