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Dec 24, 2005 23:04

hmmmm
paranoid little bitch here
i said i wasnt going to be, but here i am
oh well
im nervous
anxious
tense
and maybe hurt
yes, even though i know nothing of the situation, i am

this is why i dont like caring for people
because i get weirded out by the slightest hint of disinterest
but hey, like i said, it'll be nothing in the morning
i hate that fact
IT'LL BE NOTHING IN THE MORNING
and yet i have to be a bitch and think about it all tonight
maybe this girl music i listen to will come in handy.
im not about to cry myself to sleep...because guys dont do that (we work out)
but confusion and jealousy has gotten the best of me and a large firey pit of emotion has formed in my stomache recently and i dont feel too great.
and sometimes i feel like im too stupid to be with....someone
well, its christmas day in 50 minutes so i should cheer up, because everyone is happy on christmas right? yea, i think thats right.....................
FUCK ME IN THE GOAT ASS

im not good enough
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