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Today has been uneventful as usual.
But I was in the basement hanging out, watching TV and stuff and I started thinking about what makes up someone's life. (here is your clue to skip some existential ranting...get out while you still can!) I mostly was thinking about the story about how my parents met. They met in a court room when they were ( Read more... )
ah, destiny! that's such a cute story, by the way. and i literally laughed at loud at the "what if she thought my dad's hair was too long". because your dad is a math professor at heart.
i'm with you on the "little bit of both" idea. i'd love to meet someone here at home and i lament about how lonely i am, but i never really get off my ass and go out. i think we all have some rotten luck. that person that i made a fool out of myself for at the end of the school year ignores me and it's just so awkward. but its not because i'm not her, its just that it wasn't meant to be. i still feel that i'm worthy of love and a meaningful relationship, and you should too.
for me, having a great relationship really begins when you can get all giddy and irrational and the other person finds it endearing. and that's the perfect balance of courage and luck. to put yourself out there and then have someone respond in a consistently positive way. it's tough but someday it will happen, and it will stay. you are worthy! and so am i! maybe we just have to start spending more time in the city...or walk past bronxville highschool in the afternoon ;)
and no matter what you think, you DO posses the intelligence to create amazing art. you already have in the past. i've seen it all year in class and out. i don't think i find anyone else's work as intellectually challenging as yours. you have this thought process that amazes me and is so unique to you and shines through everything you create. some day it'll be a double show, you and me in some pretentious gallery in chelsea laughing our asses off and getting rich. you just watch :)
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