argh!
ok so today was an ok day till i got to 4th! i really am getting tired of drama. i mean everything i try i suck at. i am trying my best to do something and its not enough or i am doing it wrong, so all my hard work goes undone! Large group is soo stressful and i just kind of wish i wasn't in it anymore. its humiliating to be singing in front of people and then the teacher go no you aren't singing it right you need to change the way your singing or we might have to recast! i mean i know i want the best for the group, but i have worked hard on that stupid piece and they way she wants me to sing it sucks and i sound awful! i really don't want to sound like a poor sport but i really just wish that if she didn't want me then to just tell me ASIDE from everyone!