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it's all very clear to me now that I'm living with several conflicts of interests. while there's this part of me that has been putting up a facade of job hunting (emailed a whopping 7 resumes in the past 3 weeks), there's this other part of me that is just fighting not to get employed.
now the 7 resumes part is not that disturbing, cos it could be just tjat i work real slow, i'm doing company research yada yada.. but no i'm not. Rather, i've been doing a good job exploring california.. went to tahoe, scoured chinese restaurants in SF, went tobogganing in Angel's something.. somewhere NE of cali, and spent a lazy weekend in Berkeley, doing.. that's right.. absolutely nothing at all.
ok. that's one part of this lackadasical attitude i've adopted towards looking for a job. Then, there's the outwardly destructive one. Firstly, A calls and tells me E&Y are DEsperately looking to hire financial consultants.. so all i had to do was send in my resume. BUt like work in NY? cold.. dun relaly like the East coast blar blar blarlar.. so much negativity... and i decided not to send anything. Then there was AMEX whom i didn't apply to but got my resume from god knows who, wanted to interview me for another financial consultant thing. so i said great blar blra.. tell me more. and htey said why dun you come down to our offce to meet the VP/Manager or whatever and learn more anout the post, ans your questoins.. and i was like.. great./ when's good? and they said tomorrow evening.. and i was lile/.. er... well.. on such short notice i dun think so.. then they said how bout tues? and i was like.. well. hmm./. how bout i call you next week or the week after and we can set something up
oh god/ the insanity.
now the 7 resumes part is not that disturbing, cos it could be just tjat i work real slow, i'm doing company research yada yada.. but no i'm not. Rather, i've been doing a good job exploring california.. went to tahoe, scoured chinese restaurants in SF, went tobogganing in Angel's something.. somewhere NE of cali, and spent a lazy weekend in Berkeley, doing.. that's right.. absolutely nothing at all.
ok. that's one part of this lackadasical attitude i've adopted towards looking for a job. Then, there's the outwardly destructive one. Firstly, A calls and tells me E&Y are DEsperately looking to hire financial consultants.. so all i had to do was send in my resume. BUt like work in NY? cold.. dun relaly like the East coast blar blar blarlar.. so much negativity... and i decided not to send anything. Then there was AMEX whom i didn't apply to but got my resume from god knows who, wanted to interview me for another financial consultant thing. so i said great blar blra.. tell me more. and htey said why dun you come down to our offce to meet the VP/Manager or whatever and learn more anout the post, ans your questoins.. and i was like.. great./ when's good? and they said tomorrow evening.. and i was lile/.. er... well.. on such short notice i dun think so.. then they said how bout tues? and i was like.. well. hmm./. how bout i call you next week or the week after and we can set something up
oh god/ the insanity.