so sick, so sick of being tired& oh so tired of being sick..
ee so much to tell. ♥ this may take a while.
wednesday:: me& sarah went to oxford to see TBS again. we got lost somewhere on the edge of oxford& it took us an hour to get to the venue, when really it was supposed to be aten minute walk.. hehe. we saw the hurt process walking down the street so we said hey, and then we saw TBS! they all came out and because barely anyone was there we got to go over and say hey. we were queuing for about an hour& a half.. when we got in sarah saved a place for me at the front because i went over to talk to eddie from tbs. i had a real long conversation with the hurt process too which was so swell. then, when they played they talked about me on stage! <3 when recover played they dedicated 'bad timing' to me &they ssaid happy birthday to sarah! wow.. &then TBS. it was so neat. oxford was definatly the best show. they were so good and the atmosphere was super. fred recognized me& waved to me on stage. :) i was doing fine up until theres no i in team and i just got so happy that i had another panic attack.. but i wouldnt leave so i waited until they finished which is when the medic took me out. he took me to the back where all the bands were& THP saw; "are you alright katt?" it was so cool that they knew my name. i got to meet adam and i was so happy, we got a picture together &i had another attack :( =loser. anyway, he said it was really cool that i came to another show. i spoke to eddie lots again too, he gave me a 50p& licked it so i could keep it. oh, and me&matt had a long conversation about how they left him in birmingham. aww. matt was so nice. the hurt process came over to see if i was okay, &they were all being so nice. they gave me thier picks& lighters to remember them. &i signed thier van& thier books too. me&mark sat in thier van &ate cookies. mm.<3 he tried to get some photos of me too but i wouldnt let him. i was so desperate to see fred. im so in love with fred. and eventually he came out. he said; "hey katt! its so nice to finally meet you, i saw you a yesterdays show too". i was oh so happy. we talked for aggges &hung out for the rest of the night. he said i was "really cool". it was like midnight and fred + THP didnt want us walking to the trainstation by ourselves so they said they'd walk us. but then fred had to go, so we decided to swap things to remember each other but he didnt have anything. :( so i gave him my sweatband& he said he'd keep it forever. mark& alun from THP walked us to the train station, they gave me thier email addresses& told me to keep in touch. i got pictures with all of TBS, they signed my CD, my shirt, my ticket& my paper bag i had to breathe into. it was so fun. i didnt want that night to end.
thursday:: i had an exam really early in the morning, i had no sleep from TBS the night before.. so i probably failed. me&theiny went into town and met up with gemma, hazel& james. we put my photo's in to get developed, went to ready to go and then back to gemmas. we lost james on the way somehow.. but he came round later with liam. and we had pasta. mmm. (thanks hazel). then nick came over. we watched big brother& that 70's show (<3). we were all in the garden but me, gemma& hazel locked all the guys out. liam thought it would be funny to ring the bell& run away so we thought it would be funny to pour water over him. then me, gemma& hazel had treacle cake. mmmm.<3 after a while we all caught the bus, nick went home & me&theiny went into town. then i went home.. i was supposed to be meeting blake on friday but i thought why dont we go to london instead? but i hadnt really organised anything.. so i thought id just go see blake in bournemouth.
friday:: i had another exam which i found super easy. i text blake asking him if he wanted to come to london with me but he said no.. so i said id come to bournemouth like we'd planned and he said he'd already made other plans.. lame.. but, whatever. if he didnt want me to come he just could have said. so instead me, mari, hannah&adam went to london BUT i was the only one without a ticket. i was hoping to get ro's ticket cause she wasn't going. when i got there adam&fred&matt all recognized me from the nights before &said it was really cool to come again. me&fred spoke for ages. he was super nice. &matt said he'd put me on the TBS guestlist except it was full.. but in the end eddie put me on because he didnt want me going all the way home. (thanks eddie(&mari)). it was really fun inside.. i think oxford&birmingham was better, but thats probably because i dont like the astoria too much. i have bruises all over my hips, back& ribs now. but it was worth it.<3 after the show me&nick stayed at mari's house and stayed up till 4 talking. (grr nick!) tbs three times now. &me&mari&hannah are going to portsmouth during the day tomorrow to say hey to the bands. sounds like fun. ♥
wednesday:: me& sarah went to oxford to see TBS again. we got lost somewhere on the edge of oxford& it took us an hour to get to the venue, when really it was supposed to be aten minute walk.. hehe. we saw the hurt process walking down the street so we said hey, and then we saw TBS! they all came out and because barely anyone was there we got to go over and say hey. we were queuing for about an hour& a half.. when we got in sarah saved a place for me at the front because i went over to talk to eddie from tbs. i had a real long conversation with the hurt process too which was so swell. then, when they played they talked about me on stage! <3 when recover played they dedicated 'bad timing' to me &they ssaid happy birthday to sarah! wow.. &then TBS. it was so neat. oxford was definatly the best show. they were so good and the atmosphere was super. fred recognized me& waved to me on stage. :) i was doing fine up until theres no i in team and i just got so happy that i had another panic attack.. but i wouldnt leave so i waited until they finished which is when the medic took me out. he took me to the back where all the bands were& THP saw; "are you alright katt?" it was so cool that they knew my name. i got to meet adam and i was so happy, we got a picture together &i had another attack :( =loser. anyway, he said it was really cool that i came to another show. i spoke to eddie lots again too, he gave me a 50p& licked it so i could keep it. oh, and me&matt had a long conversation about how they left him in birmingham. aww. matt was so nice. the hurt process came over to see if i was okay, &they were all being so nice. they gave me thier picks& lighters to remember them. &i signed thier van& thier books too. me&mark sat in thier van &ate cookies. mm.<3 he tried to get some photos of me too but i wouldnt let him. i was so desperate to see fred. im so in love with fred. and eventually he came out. he said; "hey katt! its so nice to finally meet you, i saw you a yesterdays show too". i was oh so happy. we talked for aggges &hung out for the rest of the night. he said i was "really cool". it was like midnight and fred + THP didnt want us walking to the trainstation by ourselves so they said they'd walk us. but then fred had to go, so we decided to swap things to remember each other but he didnt have anything. :( so i gave him my sweatband& he said he'd keep it forever. mark& alun from THP walked us to the train station, they gave me thier email addresses& told me to keep in touch. i got pictures with all of TBS, they signed my CD, my shirt, my ticket& my paper bag i had to breathe into. it was so fun. i didnt want that night to end.
thursday:: i had an exam really early in the morning, i had no sleep from TBS the night before.. so i probably failed. me&theiny went into town and met up with gemma, hazel& james. we put my photo's in to get developed, went to ready to go and then back to gemmas. we lost james on the way somehow.. but he came round later with liam. and we had pasta. mmm. (thanks hazel). then nick came over. we watched big brother& that 70's show (<3). we were all in the garden but me, gemma& hazel locked all the guys out. liam thought it would be funny to ring the bell& run away so we thought it would be funny to pour water over him. then me, gemma& hazel had treacle cake. mmmm.<3 after a while we all caught the bus, nick went home & me&theiny went into town. then i went home.. i was supposed to be meeting blake on friday but i thought why dont we go to london instead? but i hadnt really organised anything.. so i thought id just go see blake in bournemouth.
friday:: i had another exam which i found super easy. i text blake asking him if he wanted to come to london with me but he said no.. so i said id come to bournemouth like we'd planned and he said he'd already made other plans.. lame.. but, whatever. if he didnt want me to come he just could have said. so instead me, mari, hannah&adam went to london BUT i was the only one without a ticket. i was hoping to get ro's ticket cause she wasn't going. when i got there adam&fred&matt all recognized me from the nights before &said it was really cool to come again. me&fred spoke for ages. he was super nice. &matt said he'd put me on the TBS guestlist except it was full.. but in the end eddie put me on because he didnt want me going all the way home. (thanks eddie(&mari)). it was really fun inside.. i think oxford&birmingham was better, but thats probably because i dont like the astoria too much. i have bruises all over my hips, back& ribs now. but it was worth it.<3 after the show me&nick stayed at mari's house and stayed up till 4 talking. (grr nick!) tbs three times now. &me&mari&hannah are going to portsmouth during the day tomorrow to say hey to the bands. sounds like fun. ♥