Nov 30, 2004 02:12
me and melissa left for detroit on wednesday at about 4 or 5. everybody was driving really slow, people were in ditches everywhere, there were accidents on all the streets and it was snowing like crazy. after about 3 hours on the freeway we finally get near lansing. and then her car dies. stalls on the okemos exit ramp. luckily her sister lives outside okemos and there was a tow truck 50 feet away pulling some guy out of a ditch. so we get the car towed to her sisters, stay the night, and fran picks me up in the morn.
break was good, the food was awesome, chilling with the h-bomb and justine was awesome. and old-school hanging out with eric. also seeing the fam was cool. i think they really did miss me, cause they did all my laundry and somebody sewed my shirt where it was ripped.
the break felt pretty gardenstate-ish. i actually missed being up here at school, i never did last year when i was at home.so i came back up early on sunday, felt sick the entire ride. then me and mo went and saw garden state at kirkhof, which was pretty awesome, yesterday i spent my entire day at calder . and i have a bunch more stuff to do tonite. it kinda feels like my life is falling apart, even though i know nothing is going wrong at all. i feel overwhelmed, but its really all just in my mind. sometimes i just get a longing for a person, or a place, or a certain time. and it just stays with you, and never leaves your mind. and that can really wreck your peace of mind. expectations ruin everything.
i think i might just be a hermit this xmas break. a trip to canada or chicago might be brewin tho. what i would like to do is sit in a cold garage and try to fix the fairlane with harry. gotta go home this thursday/friday for court. my probation/under advisment will be over. i just hope the crazy cvs manager doesn't show up in the court room and start screaming, or pull out a gun and start shooting. i wouldn't put it past the crazy fucker. but seriously i hope that the DA doesn't decide to slap with with the aggravated assualt charge and throw me in jail, because i really don't want to re-take all these classes that i am so close to being done with.
lets all go to yesterdogs tonite.