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finally back home to write in this thing..
..I don't want too..
I've been at mikes house/been with mike awhile throughout the summer...and usually hanging out with him means listen to his bullshit that he feeds himself about relationships. I love him like a brother, don't get me wrong..I just think he needs to wake up sometimes. But then again, as long as he is happy I am happy.
I've really been sucked in...into this whole entire relationship deal. I don't think that anyone should put as much time as I do into thinking or worrying about making the right decision. Afterall, there are other things in life that deserve that much thinking also, am I right?
This was supposed to be the best summer ever, and it seems like it is the worst..minus a couple of the greatest times ever.
It seems as if I am waiting for something to happen, something to make the decision for me...something to make it easier for me. It still has yet to be that way; and I don't think it will be..ever.
Everything is going downhill in a way, very slowly, and that's not good...
I feel that sick depression comming back.. That depression you get where no matter how hard you try you can't really pull yourself out of.
Nothing really makes me happy anymore..
:/ I hate this..
I miss how things used to be.
..I don't want too..
I've been at mikes house/been with mike awhile throughout the summer...and usually hanging out with him means listen to his bullshit that he feeds himself about relationships. I love him like a brother, don't get me wrong..I just think he needs to wake up sometimes. But then again, as long as he is happy I am happy.
I've really been sucked in...into this whole entire relationship deal. I don't think that anyone should put as much time as I do into thinking or worrying about making the right decision. Afterall, there are other things in life that deserve that much thinking also, am I right?
This was supposed to be the best summer ever, and it seems like it is the worst..minus a couple of the greatest times ever.
It seems as if I am waiting for something to happen, something to make the decision for me...something to make it easier for me. It still has yet to be that way; and I don't think it will be..ever.
Everything is going downhill in a way, very slowly, and that's not good...
I feel that sick depression comming back.. That depression you get where no matter how hard you try you can't really pull yourself out of.
Nothing really makes me happy anymore..
:/ I hate this..
I miss how things used to be.