ALRIGHT. So... Basically this morning/lastnight I had this huge wierd dream and it felt like a movie and everything and I just thought I'd share it with you all. I left alot of things out of it because I couldn't remember them but I think I did a decent job of remembering it all. It's a pretty well-put together dream though usually theya re all like DASHDGKJSADSADSHGD!!! But this one was organized somewhat. So here it is:
Me and my mom and my sister Samantha are living in a motel again but somewhere out in the midwest region where there arn't many people and it's the smalltown atmosphere with the little truck-stop restaurants and stuff. Where our parking lot is a light-tan dust that blows around and the motel is one of those little white stone buildings you'd see in mexico lol. Well one day I'm taking a walk along this road in the woods and it's a winding road. And it is kind of foggy out too. I go up this hill on a bend and I pass a small farmhouse where a local cop lives and it seems very important. I should stop there, but I keep walking and walking. Now I'm on a straight-away and I come upon a little diner. I enter in the side of the building not the front. When you enter it has you walk left down a tiny hallway then it opens up into a little room on the right. Here's a top-down view of how I remember the layout was. Where it says, "Important spot remember later" Is where something later in the story happens. But here's the diner:
So I walk to the bar and I meet a nice guy, he seems arabian or something and I order my food and we chat a little bit, and we become good friends. There wern't many people there either like how the small restaurants are in the movies where they are borderline empty all the time you know? Like that. The little round tables... hanging lamps from the cielings... Alright. So I do this the next few days and I really enjoy going there.
One day after coming back from the diner, I'm walking home and out in the parkinglot laying face down are my sister samantha and my mom. Im so distraught I check them out and they are cold dead. I run into the motel and a cop in his dark blue suit and black shoes with hands bloody, takes me hostage quickly I had no chance. For the next 2-3 months I am held hostage in my motel by the corrupt cop and he tortures me in various ways I don't really remember much. I remember the last time though, I wake up and I am laying in a bath tub with no water, WITH MY CLOTHES ON you sickos =P. And the tan cheap plastic shade is pulled all the way from end to end of the bathtub and the light above the bathroom sink right across from the tub on the other wall makes it so anyone coming through the bathroom door would cast shadows on the curtain. Like here is a layout of the bathroom:
Alright so I'm sitting there, and the door opens and I see a shodaw of the guys hand with a small knife in it casting a shadow on the curtain and then I see the outline of his face. He says, "Alright guy I'm done messing around it's time I finish this." So I'm freaking out at this point. So I start begging and pleading to make one last phone-call to say bye to everyone I love and who I asked to call in the dream was India and Jess lol I guess they lived in the same house or something? I don't know. But after pleading him and begging for about five minutes, he finally says, "Alright alright I'll let you make one call but make it quick." So he walks over to the bathroom sink and slams down his cellphone and he walks out into the hall and stands in the doorway of the room across from the room I'm in with his back facing me.
I get up and go over to the sink and holy shit... The knife he had is next to the cellphone! He must have placed it there by mistake or had a brain-lapse or something because that was a big mistake. I shove the cellphone into my pocket and grab the knife with my right hand. I VERY slowly and quietly creep up behind the cop and I jab him two times deep in his lower back he turns around and starts chasing me. I quickly turn left and run straight until I burst out the kitchen storm-door and into the parking lot filled with the dim light of street lamps since it's night-time. He bursts out the door behind me and grabs me hard from behind and wraps around me tightly but I somehow manage to get my right hand across my body and to come up to the left side of his neck and I slice across the side and blood bursts everywhere. I could even taste it in my mouth it was disgusting. I quickly jabbed him two more times in the front part of his throat where his adam's apple is to make sure he would die. The feeling of stabbing someone was horrible. He let go of me and stumbled forward for a bit, then finally crumbled face first into the dim, dusty parking lot. Me standing there all bloody and shaking with a knife in my hand, and a dead cop just feet in front of me. I was so scared, but the feeling of extreme relief overwhelmed me. Minutes ago I thought I was going to die. I thought I was going to be skinned alive. I felt se relieved.
I hear a siren and the road out in front of me seems abandoned but a car whizzes by and a police ranger car is chasing him but stops and slams on his brakes and turns and comes into the parking lot. He must have seen me or the dead cop. He pulls up and stops, gets out. He's in a tan suit with that cowboy looking cop hat the western rangers wear in those movies. He shouts to the body, "Are you okay buddy?" He walks closer with his pistol drawn, "You okay?" I say to the ranger, "Sir you gotta believe me this man killed my fam-" "Kid, yer goin' to jail" "But OFFICER YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME PLEASE IM TELLING THE TRUTH!!! LISTEN TO ME!!!" "Shutup and get in the vehicle" So he takes me and puts me in the back seat behind the driver's side and we start driving. I tell him my whole story and he gets a little nicer about everything and says, "Well good luck getting the judge and jury to believe that one kid." And me and him start becoming good friends somewhat but then everything goes dark and I can't see anything...
I wake up on a cheap bed in a tiny stone walled room with a little green wool blanket on me. I get up and walk around the building and I find my ranger-friend and I start talking to him. He starts talking about things I don't even remember... Asking me questions about things that never happened. I was confused as hell. So I asked a few questions and come to find out... This is about four or five months AFTER the night I got arrested, and I guess I had been let go last night. And remember that house with the cop car in front on that winding hill in the woods I walked by from the beginning of this dream? Well I'm in that house now. So I walk out, and walk down to that diner where I used to go because I wanted to talk with the friend I made there behind the counter and tell him my story.
So I'm walking along, and I finally get there. I go in, and there are alot of people there which is unusual it's usually very empty. But oh well I go over to order and my friend is taking orders from other people so I'm just standing there waiting... I look over to my right: And holy shit India is looking up at the order chart figuring out what she wants! I was like... HOLY SHIT INDIA and she's like OH MY GOD! And we both flipped and and hugged and shit. How the hell she got there I will never know haha but whatever. SO we are talking and laughing and she's says, "Oh wait I have something for you" And from out of nowhere she reaches behind her and pulls out this huge poster with suff on it and she's like, "Well we all miss you and heard about you and made this poster for you!" There were things from a bunch of friends I don't even know lol then like the whole bottom half was from Jessica Matthias =] lol. Like she had pictures of herself all over and wrote a letter and stuff saying how she missed me so much and wanted to come down and stay for a while and stuff. She even had the pokemon picture she made the other day on there NO LIE in my dream that picture was there and I laughed it was crazy. Even in my dreams i'm like super in love with her it's insane I bet reading that she'll be like ASKJFHASLKFASKHL!!! But whatever lol she's the man it's really too bad things "can't work out" right now I dont know it's gay and it makes me sad but whatever =[ Alright back to my dream: So after I got done reading everything I hugged India and we went and put up the poster on the wall in that circled spot in the picture from the beginning. It was so cool lol... Then we went to order our food from my friend behind the counter and then MY MOM COMES INTO MY ROOM AND WAKES ME UP FOR SCHOOL... I was so pissed.
UGH. WHAT THE FUCK THIS DREAM WAS FUCKING WIERD AS HELL BUT I WANTED TO SEE WHAT WOULD HAPPEN NEXT! Oh well... It felt like a movie when I was in it too. SO HARD to explain. But I hope you enjoyed it lol everything there was in the dream and I even left out some stuff cuz I couldn't remember. IT WAS SO LONG like the longest dream I ever had.
Welp. That's a little peep into the mind of John Trainor everyone. LOL. Do you ever want to be there? I think not. But I find it quite cozy =] Peace out all, I love you ♥