im disturbed!
so, i like went to a disturbed concert...it was pretty freakin cool! loud as crap and EVERYONE was moshing, literally the whole floor kept moving the entire time. i about got seasick. that was the most intense concert i have ever been to.......and there were boobs. lots of boobs, which is always cool.....but not having a girlfriend isnt. i went down that road again yesterday, the whole...god im gonna be 19 in 3 months and i got dumped over a year ago...am i jinxed cuz i cant get a girlfriend to save my life..., schpeel. is that how you spell 'schpeel?' its like jewish or something. anywho, im done ranting for now. maybe. but seriously, i feel like i have NO life. all i do is go to work, come home, play some games, watch tv, go to bed........hmm.......that creates a dilemma. i could: 1. go to college, make some friends, but have to do extra work 2. keep doing what im doing now, and maybe eventually make some friends 3. umm, yeah pretty much just those first two. i really hate school, and teachers dont think i apply myself enough. they pull that, 'oh youre a smart boy, but we know you could be doing better if you applied yourself' crap and i just wanna say, 'so i can what, end up being a college professer? how enthralling.' i dont have a problem with authority, i just dont like being told what to do.....ok. now i think im done. soo....yeah....