As life continues...
I talked to my beloved last night and it was a good conversation; I wonder tho if it surprises her that I care about her as much as I do and in the ways I do. She's never said "I love you" to me, she's never gone on a date with me, and she's never told me that I have no chance with her. I admit it's unlikely but there is still a glimmer of hope, even if that glimmer is as the faintest star in the night sky. She has, however, always been there for me when I've needed someone and I can't clame that of anyone else. I love her and I'm very grateful that I have been able to talk to her about it without making her uncomfortable.