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It is officially moving day. Later this morning I will be living in Beaverton. I have to wake up in like 5 hours and I've been up for 20 already. I'm a little bit terrified. I just signed a new year lease, in a new city. Sadly, I'm really not liking the job I'm moving there for so we'll just see what happens.
While packing I've had to sort through all my memory boxes. It's crazy all the stuff I've not only saved from Jared and Chris, but the progress I've made in letting some of it go. I am such a hoarder, it's terrible.
Not a lot else exciting. Just stressed with life. Three year anniversary of my mom dying is next week so I'm feeling overly emotional and miserable which sucks. I miss her (and my dad) lots. I keep thinking these dates will get easier, but they don't. They hurt more than anything. I'd give anything to not feel this way.
While packing I've had to sort through all my memory boxes. It's crazy all the stuff I've not only saved from Jared and Chris, but the progress I've made in letting some of it go. I am such a hoarder, it's terrible.
Not a lot else exciting. Just stressed with life. Three year anniversary of my mom dying is next week so I'm feeling overly emotional and miserable which sucks. I miss her (and my dad) lots. I keep thinking these dates will get easier, but they don't. They hurt more than anything. I'd give anything to not feel this way.