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[tragicxflaw]

When I get really upset about parts of my life that I can't control I start to freak out about my house. Its so dirty and I just can't get it clean and then I start to have a panic attack and no one understands. It's like my house is the one aspect of my life I feel like I can control, but I blame Martin for the way it is so I take all of the anger out on him and then I've made a mess of everything. I just want to cry.

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