Rainy days and lots of thoughts
Well, I am attempting to grow for myself. It has not been easy. My thought process has changed some. I feel more clarity for my emotions and my own thoughts. I guess I'm just finding myself again, which is very important. I can honestly say that i feel like I've been blind to a lot until now. I can say that I very much dislike a lot of people now, and my mother can blame it on whoever, but honest to god, I am just over fake ass people. I feel that I shouldnt have to tolerate these people in my life. They cause nothing but negativity and that does nothing for me now. I dont care of they are family or not, you create no positivity for me, then you dont deserve my time. End of story. Maybe I have become somewhat cold hearted but my mind has been made up, and I am tired of being walked all over. This year will prove my strength. ♡