Memory...
I'm listening to Sugarcult's new song called Memory..on their new cd Palm trees and powerlines..i am so stoked about that album...but yea..I'm feeling very very bummed and sad..and I hate feeling this way..just beacuse I'm not this type of person..I guess its all because I've never felt so alone in my life..than this period now..I guess its just the trials I have to go through...to get what I want in life..it just seems like nothing is going right...or when thigns are going right...their are another ten roadblocks in the way I have to get through. The worst part is..I don't have anyone anymore..Steve is going back to Ridgecrest..he makes me happy..he's my bro..no one to rock out with..now...well anyway..I wish I had someone again..someone that can cheer me up or make me smile, or make me laugh..maybe I should of though about this before I broke up with my ex...no..no...cant think like that...man..I seriously have to get over this..I don't know..but I believe that Love can make everything better..and it is everything..but what happens when you don't have love..like me..right now...well I guess your just screwed up the ass..I miss having someone around to have fun with..or to talk with all night...I dont know why I feel like this, I just had a blast yesterday at Disneyland..but I wish I was someones anything...someone's memory.."This may never start..we could fall apart..and I'd be your memory...lost your sense of fear, feelings inscinsere...can I be your MEMORY........"