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ihave one million things to say because i've just been so PRIVATE lately but i don't know where or if i should startttttt.
i dont know.
the things i want to say i don't want to say so i guess it's pointless.
this is pointless.
seasonal affective disorder you are just GREAT.
time change hasn't even happened yet.
everybody i know has been talking about each other a lot behind backs and it's stupid because so much more would be accomplished if everybody would just talk about it with each OTHER instead of being sneaky and spiteful.
that's been driving me kind of crazy lately.
esp because here and at work i am just ever the optimist and always trying to make excuses for everybody else and not ever make any judgments and i want to give everybody the benefit of the doubt but i end up feeling stupid about it because i feel like i keep ending up being WRONG.
but i don't want to let that stop me from still doing it.
because i think i really like giving people the benefit of the doubt.
even when they consistently prove me wrong. time after time.
its just that i really, really, really do want to believe the best of people. even when i'm the one who ends up looking like an idiot.
well i[m bored now, the rest will just keep being private.
oh
oh
ihave one million things to say because i've just been so PRIVATE lately but i don't know where or if i should startttttt.
i dont know.
the things i want to say i don't want to say so i guess it's pointless.
this is pointless.
seasonal affective disorder you are just GREAT.
time change hasn't even happened yet.
everybody i know has been talking about each other a lot behind backs and it's stupid because so much more would be accomplished if everybody would just talk about it with each OTHER instead of being sneaky and spiteful.
that's been driving me kind of crazy lately.
esp because here and at work i am just ever the optimist and always trying to make excuses for everybody else and not ever make any judgments and i want to give everybody the benefit of the doubt but i end up feeling stupid about it because i feel like i keep ending up being WRONG.
but i don't want to let that stop me from still doing it.
because i think i really like giving people the benefit of the doubt.
even when they consistently prove me wrong. time after time.
its just that i really, really, really do want to believe the best of people. even when i'm the one who ends up looking like an idiot.
well i[m bored now, the rest will just keep being private.