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Mar 16, 2003 11:56

im so sick of waiting around for the love you never put forth.
im so sick of being betrayed by you, the person i thought was the one.
im so sick of being ashamed when im with you b/c you treat me like nothing.
im so sick of you ignoring me for everyone else.
im so sick of loving you and never receiving any love back.
im so sick of waiting by the phone for your phone call, only after hours to realize your not going to call.
i am so sick of getting my hopes up that we were going to hang that day and then "something came up".
im so sick of this "seeing eachother" bullshit garbage.
what is your problem really?
im so sick of always liking someone and them never liking me back.
how come the guys that do like me are always like cokeheads? im so sick of your fake feelings.
im so sick of you kissing me, only to not talk to me the next five minutes.
im so sick of you tellling me to fuck off , its none of my business.
im so sick of you getting pissed at me for thinking another boy is cute, yet you do whatever you want.
im so sick of you never wanting to go places with me.
im so sick of being in love with you i think its over

last night was fucking amazing. lots of cute emo boys hehe. i love GLASSJAW, i love HOT WATER MUSIC, i love SPARTA, i love RESCUE. bam bam bam it was phenomenol(sp?) i got to be with mostly all my gal pals and this kid in line was fucking gorgeous, jepedo? thats not his real name but i think jamie or someone gave it to him. i think i want to have his babies? i got to see a bunch of the guys from hearsay tao and i want to have jereemys children to. me and kendra tryed to be sneaky and snap pictures of him but i was to damn emo to go thru with the mission:( i got lots of neat things including...sparta zip-up hoodie, glassjaw shirt, hot water music's lead guitarist's pick, one of their drummers sticks(that ryhmed haha.) uh like 4957696 packs of gum things from one of the guys from fordirelifesake. it was kickass my brotha! today i got all my prom shopping done today.....woo hoo! jamie met a guy last night i couldnt be more happier for her, hes damn cute! i mean hes damn cute! hes a damn little emo boy. fits her perfect!!! eeeeeeeeee for jamie! i loved every fucking minute of last night!!!woah this is a long entry so im out like afat kid playing dodgeball. (wtf!??!)
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