Jul 02, 2004 23:00
And here I am again, waiting, revising. I see what I felt, and become subjective. Why do I wait, why do I hesitate . . .
This is nothing less than sheer ridiculousness to be waiting for someone; and waiting for what?
Regardless of feelings, something has to be done. The sky can only bar flight for so long. I will not live in pain and travesty my whole life; and more so than that I can only feel for someone for so long before I get the hint and move on; like I always have, and in all likelihood always will. Denied flight I may be, but my happiness will not be compromised, and giving in to despair and codependency isn't an option anymore.
Clear the clouds, halt the wind, part the seas, beat forth a path within the overgrowth- Regardless of having an answer, regardless of result, this hand will grip the handle of the exit door from this place. The ocean waits for me, and to keep a friend waiting would be nothing less than rude.
Daisuki to omou kara ne, kizutsuitari tomadottari . . .
Mukuchi ni naru hodo suki yo-
Yasashisa doushitara mireuno?
Atakana mune o shinjiru no-
Sayonara Solitiare-
Ashita e~
And still, there's always that chance that things could work out . . .
-Z-