Myself . . .
I stole this from Mr. Sade's journal, please forgive me.
01. Name: Z, as in Zealot, Zebra, and Zenith.
02. Age: 21 going on 55.
03. Sign: Libra
04. Date of Birth: October 21
Physical Stats
01. Are you a boy, or a girl? Last I checked I was the proud owner of a penis.
02. How tall are you? 6'0".
03. What color are your eyes? Grey.
04. Do you like your body? Bah, but I am becoming more comfortable with it.
05. What color is your hair? Brown? Uhm. Yes. Brown. <<
06. What is your favorite body part and why? My brain, it makes me happy. Then again, it makes me sad, too, can I change my answer?
07. Do you have any scars? Do I have any scars. Do want a list of the physical or mental ones first?
08. How about tattoos or piercing? No, I'm unhip. =(
09. What do others say about your body? I don't know what people think of it now, I don't care as much. People used to tell me I was fat and blah blah blah. But they're dead now. =)
10. Any physical abnormalities? This talking growth never shuts up. <<
Mental Stats
01. Are you currently seeing a ‘shrink’? No, but I saw them all my life in school.
02. Do you think you should be (or shouldn’t)? At one point, yes. Now, no.
03. What is your favorite color and why? Nature colors, the colors of sunsets, the sea. Such pretty colors . . .
04. Do you experience mood fluxes? Yus. I'll be fine, and then someone rips the bottom out of my bucket, or steps on my hampster. Even though I don;t have a bucket or a hampster. (Anymore, anyway. XD )
05. Are you cynical and sarcastic? I invented the words, so eat me.
06. How about optimistic or pessimistic? As in glass empty or glass full kind of deal? *shoots the glass* Answer your question
07. Ever been on any mental-related meds? No, had they tried they would not live to tell about it.
08. Do you have a diagnosed mental disorder? Nothing severe, boy do I have them fooled. <<
09. Do you want one? May I have yours?
10. Ever attempted suicide? Not seriously, but for a couple months I carved myself up like a turkey. =\
Fashion Sense
01. Do you often dress provocatively? If you count the fact that most of my clothes have holes in inappropraite places, then sure.
02. How do others say you dress? Like a hobo?
03. Do you agree with them? As long as they don't steal my hobo box house, they can say whatever pleases them.
04. What is your favorite outfit? Either my suit or my Cheongsam.
05. Do you wear accessories often? Not as much as I'd like.
06. Do others come to you for fashion advice? Pif.
07. And come back again? Only if they desire to be a stylish hobo.
08. Do you buy a lot of clothing? In the past two years, I've purchased like a pair of pants.
09. Do you wear most of the clothes you have? It's in a heap in the closet.
10. How often do you change your ‘look’? I have a look?
Sexual Stuff
01. How do others ‘identify’ you? As Zach. It's like a new sexual orientation, apparently.
02. Do you agree? Do I have to?
03. Are you currently in a relationship? *falls over laughing*
04. Ever had sex? Not technically, no.
05. With how many people? More than I should have.
06. Ever give/receive oral sex? . . .
07. How about anal? No, that's where poo comes from.
08. How is that sex drive of yours anyway? It's not.
09. Do you believe in having casual sex? I don't, but I'm a hypocrite. =(
10. Do you believe you can fall in love? I have before. I don;t know if I want to again. Can I? My codependancy says yes.
Spiritual Stuff
01. Do you believe in God (or Allah, whatever)? Not quite.
02. Were you brought into a religion at birth? No.
03. Do you currently practice it? Practicing is what you do before the real thing.
04. Do you practice any type of religion at all? Every morning, I banish the demons into the abyss using my magical thing, and then I spin around really fast so that I may see into the realm of spirits. And then vomit profusely.
05. Do you believe in a higher power? Hm, like a giant electrical outlet?
06. Do you believe in a heaven or hell? Nope.
07. What about souls? There's something, but I don't know what. Yet.
08. Thoughts on organized religion? More like rants. <<
09. Do you believe in fate? Fate makes me sad.
10. Do you believe in divine intervention? Like suicide prevention? No.
Personal Interest
01. What is your favorite book? Probably the books that first introduced me to science and physics and the world when I was 6ish. Timelife series, I beleive they were.
02. What song is playing, right now? None.
03. Do you go out often? Not as often as I used to, not as often as I'd like.
04. How about dancing? Always, and shamelessly.
05. Social drinker, or do you hit it hard? Alcohol tastes like rancid piss, not that I know what that tastes like. <<
06. Assuming you work, what is your job? I'<;A TITLE="Click for more information about job" STYLE="text-decoration: none; border-bottom: medium solid green;" HREF="http://search.targetwords.com/u.search?x=5977|1||||job|AA1VDw"><;A TITLE="Click for more information about job" STYLE="text-decoration: none; border-bottom: medium solid green;" HREF="http://search.targetwords.com/u.search?x=5977|1||||job|AA1VDw">m a UPC Scancode technician, who doubles as a Funds and payment manager for Home Depot.
07. Do you enjoy your job? Not as much as I enjoy oter things. And more than yet other things.
08. Any hobbies you enjoy? I talk to things. =)
09. Got a motto you live by? No, but gimme s econd and I can look one up on google.
10. Where was the last place you vacationed? Japan.
Living Arrangements
01. Who are you living with? Myself and some plants.
02. Are you happy where you are now? Not by any means. But yes.
03. Where would you live, ideally (scenery-wise)? Somewhere rainy. And green. With the ocean nearby.
04. Do you have any pets? My kitty Baxter lives with my mom, he's an ass.
05. Do you want any others, or none? I want my own kitty. Or a rat.
06. How about solitude? Do you need lots? I have too much. Anyone need some?
07. Do you get a lot of visitors? Not like I used to. =\
08. Ah, but do you want a lot of visitors? Depends on who they are. If by visitors you mean 'them', then no. They stole my liver.
09. Are you happy with how your place looks? I live on a mattress in a run down 30's style apartment, my kitchen floor is covered in brown baking soda and I just saw a spider bigger than my large toe. So.
10. Do you interact with your neighbors? Adam upstairs, on occasion, and Ken, the alcoholic video game player up the hall.
Personality
01. Do you see yourself as a pushover? Not in the slightest.
02. Are you guilty of speaking your mind? Too much.
03. Living each day like it’s your last? In some ways. =)
04. What is most people’s first impression? Good question, someone let me know?
05. But would you say most you meet, like you? No.
06. Are you a big egotistical or narcissistic? Not largely, but I am a bit of both.
07. Do you cause your friends embarrassment? Continuosuly, and without remorse.
08. But do you keep parts of yourself hidden? Only the parts that count.
09. Ever hidden from the cops? Yes, when I was in middle school some friends and I were out at like 3 am, dressed like freaks, and had to hide in the bushes as a cop passed up and scanned the area.
10. Follower or leader? I kinda wander away on the whole leader, follower thing. No one follows me, so I'm not a leader, and no one's leading me, so hm.
Recently Departed
01. Last Book: Song of Susannah
02. Last Movie: Chronicles of Riddick
03. Last Meal: Mongolian Grill, with lemon, curry, and ginger sauces and sesame oil.
04. Last Song: Shivaree- Good Night Moon
05. Last person you kissed? This I'd rather not discuss. ='(
06. Last person you wanted to kiss? Him.
07. Person you talked to face-to-face? Adam.
08. Person you talked to on the phone? I can;t remember, I never use phones. Maybe uhm. I don't know. Pat?
09. Person you had your arms around? No one . . .
10. Time you totally let go? A year and a half ago, see question 10 in mental stats.
Future Plans
01. Where do you want to live? Japan, or anywhere but here. =)
02. Do you live here now? No?
03. What do you want to do? Anything- everything, nothing.
04. Are you close to reaching this? Haven't even begun. =)
05. Who do you want to be with? Someone who I love, who loves me. Or at least gives me cookies.
06. Are you with this person now? I don't think they exist.
07. Do you want children? *sighs*
08. Do you want to be married? Not in the tradional or technical sense.
09. How close will you be in 5 years? To what? A goal I don't have? XD
10. What happens if it falls through? I'd be so screwed if my goal I don't have fell through, that might mean that's I've gone out and done something with myself. So I guess I'd be happy. =)
Wee, these things are fun. *explodes*